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Old Jan 21, 2008, 05:36 PM
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I feel like crap...

I've called the health care centre today and my doc will call me on Wednesday morning.

I also called my psychologist and he contacted the staff on call today to
see if maybe I need a change of medication. He also got me an app to
see him this afternoon at 3.

I just feel like hiding away...

I cried so hard seeing my psychologist... Not good at all!
We talked deep about how I look upon myself... and how I'm feeling sort of unreal...
It's so hard to change one's view upon oneself!!!!

I've always felt like an outsider... not worthy of much...

In all I say and do... I have to check and control that I'm doing or saying the right thing... I don't mean just a tiny bit... oh no!... ALL THE TIME
My thoughts are: too many... too deep... too wide... TOO TOO MUCH...

Honestly... I don't like being me at all.

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Old Jan 21, 2008, 06:01 PM
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Glad you called for help and the help worked at finding you more help! Hope you all figure out some way to make you more comfortable. Does not sound nice to have to do all that cross checking and double guessing yourself.
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Old Jan 21, 2008, 06:31 PM
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(((( Nina )))) i have faith you'll find a reconciliation.. peace and love both...
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Old Jan 21, 2008, 06:34 PM
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(((((((Nina))))))

I left you a long message in the other place .......

love you my dearest friend ... I am so sorry you are hurting right now ....

know I am thinking of you .....

Kerry xxxxxxxx Not good at all!
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Old Jan 22, 2008, 05:06 PM
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Perna, nowheretorun and jinnyann... thank you for caring about me and writing supportive words to me!

Not good at all! Not good at all! Not good at all!
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Old Jan 22, 2008, 05:11 PM
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you never have to thank me sweetie......anytime...here always


Kerry xxxxxxxxx Not good at all!
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Old Jan 23, 2008, 07:54 AM
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((((((((((((((((nina))))))))))))))))))

Not good at all! Not good at all! Not good at all!
Not good at all! Not good at all! Not good at all!
Not good at all! Not good at all! Not good at all!
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