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i woke up yesterday to tears and a deep dark feeling. As i was in the car to see my therapist my son'face just flashed in front of me. i then felt a deep pain between my breast that felt like a heartache so strong that nothing would help. i caried even harder. This has happened before and I get the same painful feeling. I called my son when I got home and he was stressed because his unemployment check didn't come in. I'm very intuned w/him. He's my heart along w/my granchild. This has also happened w/my Mom. Why does this happen to me and it is so painful, I shake, I can't think straight. Thank God I made it home w/out hurting anyone. I took 3 darvocets and a lorazepam. All I wanted was to sleep but they don't help. I get drowsy but that's it. Today I am ok. Took mom to dr. and came home. She bought lunch and now I want to lay on my couch and do nothing. That's right! That's what I do. I want ice cream but I'm not going out to get it. Has anyone else had this deep dark feeling about a loved one? I would like to hear from you. <font color="red"> </font>
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hi puckyjan
![]() sorry you're having one of those days... sitting down with you here and listening... i have had several feelings about loved ones... i think if we're in tune closely about our own feelings, or, rather those feelings have 'taken control' so to speak, deep fears and worries present themselves in what could seem uncanny ways at times.. mostly, i get the impression that you are full of emotion right now and all senses are tiding... let the tears do some cleansing... are these tears that wont stop and seem without reason? there is always a reason imo, and it takes time to get to the root of it.... you can feel safe here to be yourself and get out how you feel... we have all felt pain or we wouldnt be here, so you're in understanding company... |
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It does sound like you are very in tuned with your son. I hope the painful depression subsides...
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Have you read anything about esp? One of my psychologists taught me a little about it. One thing that's helped me is that when I get a feeling, I immediately pray for the safety and Grace of the person. I know that God cares even more than I do.
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