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Mar 07, 2008, 09:50 AM
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I thought I was doing good the last several days....taking my meds...eating better....helping my wife....being "affectionate towards her"...it all seemed good...
then it just happens you find the inner voice telling you: "you worthless loser why dont you just give up and disappear" last evening going home it started....chest tightens...shoulders lock up....tense...nervous...then my 3 year old decides bedtime isnt until 11 p.m. , so me and mommy start fighting....shes tired and achy from fibromyalgia and CFS....If i cant fix it, I dont know how to help her now snows falling in March...4-6 inches.... I work alone on Friday, my other employee on works 4 days a week so im here and I know it will be slow today with the weather so my mind will wander into the darkness......the cycle never ends.... |
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Mar 07, 2008, 11:04 AM
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hi Brian... it can begin to end? you have us here now....
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Mar 07, 2008, 12:34 PM
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Brian, I'm so sorry. I'm not doing great myself today but if there's anything I can do, please PM me.
Cyran0
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My blog: http://cyran0.psychcentral.net/ Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, PTSD (childhood physical/sexual abuse), history of drug abuse. Meds: Zoloft, Lorazapam, Coffee, Cigarettes "I may climb perhaps to no great heights, but I will climb alone." -Cyrano de Bergerac |
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Mar 08, 2008, 01:15 AM
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Snow just makes things worse... especially in March (eww, eww)
To the little inner voice in Brian: Shut up. Seriously. You do the same thing to me, and it's not going to work. Brian has worth. He's a good guy, and he's not going anywhere. So just stop it already. I'm sorry about your mother.  It's hard to watch people we love suffering, especially when there's nothing we can do.Please take care of yourself, you are important. You really are.
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Mar 08, 2008, 02:11 AM
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when it creeps back under the door grab a brookstick and beat it! (just trying to get ya to crack a smile )
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Do not stand at my grave and weep; I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry; I am not there, I did not die. R.I.P. Bandit 7-12-08 I love you I miss you. |
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