[beth16]

It is 12 noon I barely have rolled out of bed this Saturday morning. I feel exhausted. Why didn't I sleep well? I want to crawl back into bed for the rest of the day and forget that I am still here. I had plans to go out today...even if it was just to the grocery store, but I am anxious to even step out to check my mail box. I want to cry, but no tears are there. I feel emotionally flat. I could really care less is my attitude today. I am trying to turn my emotional state around, but whats the point. Why should I try? It is raining outside too.urrggh I am so sick of rainy days. It is so depressing.

[pachyderm]

> I want to crawl back into bed for the rest of the day and forget that I am still here.

You can probably do that. Wait until you feel prepared to essay out into the world, even if only partly.

[Christina86]

((((((((((((((Beth)))))))))))))))

[beth16]

thanks...the sun is peaking out through the clouds...perhaps it heard me and is smiling..

[nowheretorun]

nice Beth! : )