<font color="purple">I'm getting "flashbacks" (if that's what you can call them)

They make me feel depressed. Depressed and DISGUSTED.
Going everyday to school where even the kids younger then you would take such pride in joy in making you miserable, the babbysitter and her daughters, and that brother and sister...they all make me feel sad.

The stupid preppy girls who avoided me like I was toxic, who threw their junk at me, who even pretended to be my friend only to get close and end up breakin' me down- they make me feel so @#$% digusted, so disgusted that I could just puke about wouldn't care

No that that's over and I'm feeling better
...I think I need some hugs.</font>

[RozG]

((((((((((((Kaika))))))))))))

[onlymedid]

I know what you are talking about and it sucks. I went thru similar things in school...not fun and not nice!

[Pseudonym]

That, we can do.
*hug hug hug hug hug*

And for what it's worth, my school years left a lot to be desired too. But I made some friends who stuck by me then, and stick by me know. As they say, "A Friend in need is a Friend, for sure"

(*bonus hug*)

[nowheretorun]

((Kaika)))

[Cyran0]

Kaika, I too had a terrible school life. You know that one super unpopular kid that exists in every class? That was me and I was tortured constantly.

It's hard to get past those memories. We were put through hell during a critical time and I think one day studies will show how damaging this stuff really is.

Are you talking about this stuff with a therapist? It helps.

Cyran0