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Apr 10, 2008, 10:47 AM
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I just keep crying.
I feel like i'm going backwards again. I felt like I was getting somewhere yesterday, being all positive and now i've come crashing back down. My anxiety has gone right up, even got the weird numb fingers thing I get sometimes. I've not got any pressure on me to do anything. I was trying to sort out doing something new with my life to try and find a new interest because I finally felt I could. But now I just can't. Going out the house is getting tough again. Why do I always do this, up and down all the time. Right now I want to give up with my trying to stay on as little meds as I can. I just want to be drugged up and out of it. I've been on so many things and I was hoping to just stick with one anti depressant and one anti psychotic, but I just don't care anymore. I want someone to make it ok. I feel pathetic admitting it, but I don't think I have it in myself right now to do it. Why is this happening, I don't understand. I should be grateful for my life, but I can't. It seems like forever that people tell me to think to the future. That things will change. I used to believe it. Now i'm not so sure. |
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Apr 10, 2008, 10:58 AM
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As long as you are breathing. there is hope....keep the hold tight on that ok? you can do this. trust me, i have the bipolar blues a LOT lately and it stinks. I have to hold on to good times to get past it. although sometimes i cant see outside the box.
Im in the middle of a spiral myself. just keep your head above water you will be ok. keep posting here. just keep swimming...... Colleen sending hugs your way
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Apr 10, 2008, 02:24 PM
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Apr 10, 2008, 04:15 PM
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o anna, its a shame you feel you are going backwards,. have you told your social worker? or any one? maybe they can help, and try to think of things that make you feel like you are in control
hope you feel better soon *hugs* |
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Apr 10, 2008, 06:25 PM
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I've not told anyone yet. Maybe tomorow, I'll see how things go. I really just want it to all go away. Thank you for your kind messages.
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Apr 10, 2008, 08:08 PM
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Hi Anna,
It was nice talking to you the other night in the chat room. Is this the same issue? I hope you got some of the stuff you were wondering about squared away. If you still wanna talk, and I'm not there, feel free to PM me. I could use the pick-me-up, too  *hug*
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"Who says, 'Hard times? I'm used to them. The speeding planet burns; I'm used to that'? My life's so common it disappears. And sometimes, even music cannot substitute for tears." -Paul Simon, The Cool, Cool River |
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Apr 10, 2008, 11:47 PM
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(((((((((((((((((Anna))))))))))))))))
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Apr 11, 2008, 02:25 PM
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(((ANNA))). I hope things get better soon. Take care. PM anytime. Soidhonia
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Apr 11, 2008, 02:34 PM
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(((((((((( anna ))))))))))
PM any time if you want to talk
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