feeling low past couple days

a friend sugested i write out how im feeling, been feeling low last few days, not sure why, maybe its because oldest daughter moved on sat to her new home her new family , she told me the new her new start new stuff

so that set me off a bit also the social worker has worked with her dad to make sure she saw him still i got told a week before she moved and i recieved a letter asking me to sign form to hand over trustee to someone else i didnt expect to do it by letter

so up to yesterday i was just low carrying on as normal untill it was time to get up slept through alarm got up at 11.10am managed a couple bits of toast and then out the door to swimming group i started going

i know i was quiet im sure they noticed at one point i was having a conversation and i sort of blanked out the conversation for a few mins so i still cant tell you what was being said came bk at end of conversation

when i came home never had much time, it was time to get daughter from schoool then home again but wasnt home long andthe tears were flowing and i took myself of to bed slept for nearly two hours
today a bit better but still low but went out to see friends and her granchildren

((((( Katheryn )))))

I am sorry that you are feeling low. You are a very good person, I hope that you feel better soon. Your daughter is lucky to have an amazing mum like you.

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((((kateryn))))

so sorry for the heartbreak you are feeling.

it is good, however, for allowing our heart to open up more than before.
funny how a break makes way for more heartfelt feelings, isn't it?

sometime very soon, your girl will realize and thank you for everything you have done for her - especially when they realize how much they need to learn.

you are loved by her ... so very much. she may not realize how much this week, but it is coming.
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we don't always have things done that include our concerns in the manner that we would do things where others are concerned (usually more considerate), but such as it is, we can get over these things. it is insensitive. the nature of the beast, kind of thing. what are you gonna do? sigh.

Hope you feel better soon .... I cried alot when my child first left home - and you know what, it's years now, and an unreturned phone call still sets me off in tears and worry.
Mothers!!!! We deserve the softest tissues available!

Be well, Dear Person. Your feeling are precious.

peace and comfort,
night

((((((((((katheryn)))))))))))))

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(((Kathy))))

you matter so much... im sad that you're feeling low... you dont deserve it... you should be surrounded with kind loving people, like those here at PC.. i hope you'll pass thru this with the least amount of heartache and strife.. you are so kind..