I can't stand living here any longer .... no one wants to buy it because of the state of the country/prices etc ..... seriously thinking of going bankrupt, starting again and renting .... i am slowly becoming more depressed, it is too small, there are too many adults living here with their friends always here (which is normal obviously for teens)i just have no inspiration, no ambition, my writing has evaded me, i just want to sleep, but the dreams are hideous, normal everyday things are overwhelming me ........sorry, not being much help to anyone else right now ...... i know i should be grateful for a roof over my head, but it is absorbing all our money, we have nothing left at the end of month
and when Tony was made redundant we went onto interest only payments ...... it is soooo expensive per month ..... i just give up

jin

[crazybones]

buying houses is expensive and if it is a bad one its like your basically wasting money i wouldnt go bankrupt cuz tht will give you bad credit

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((((((( Jinnyann )))))))))))))))
I am sorry that you are going through this difficult time and I hope things get better for you soon.

[john4]

yes, jinnyann, must be very difficult, am thinking of you and yours . . .

we already have bad credit .... we always had a fantastic credit rating until Tony lost his job he was earning enough for a comfortable life style .... it's not his fault, i'm not saying that at all, just sometimes with 2 teens and lots of their friends it gets a bit tight here .... we have been advised to go bankrupt and start afresh anyway .... it only lasts for 3 years here in the UK .... i couldn't care less if we never had a mortgage again. We are going to rent and then when the children are both at Uni we will travel and just have somewhere they can have a base at.

here in the UK if you buy a house you end up paying 3 times more than you borrow anyway.

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ty Jin xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[Fuzzybear]

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[itspeaks]

I am really sorry things are tough right now. I miss you and hope we are online at the same time sometime soon. Someone in chat thought I was you or something the other night, it was really frustrating =[

(((((((((((((((((((((itspeaks)))))))))))))))))))))))))

that's happened a couple of times..... people thought RozG was mefor some reason (Roz is a much happier more bubbly person than me).... sorry hon ..... it's my fault cos i was on here under a different name for a while and caused some hurt ...... i had my reasons but as usual nothing is forgotten in a hurry is it

How could anyone get us mixed up .... you're so young and beautiful it's good to hear from you, i hope we can speak soon, long time ...... no see ...... pm me anytime hon, i don't go on msn much these days ..... I hope you are well.... hugs

love, Jinny xoxoxoxoxo