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Old Jun 16, 2008, 08:07 PM
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the very life has been "sucked" out of me... it was like the hornet sting.. that I got on Thurs.. sitting there minding my own business.. in the MD''s waiting room.. and it came up from the chair arm and stung me..

still.. hot.. and swollen...

and this event... about a year ago.. something happened.. to bring it to my attention... and wham... I am... stung.. in pain... the hornet sting.. and the event the same.... pain...terrible.. pain.. without warning...

and... I am not a baby.. I am allergic to the hornet.. so.. it has been.. bad all weekend.. my doctor.. didn't care enough to call.. to find out how I was..

I hate.. this person that hurt me a year ago... can't do anything about it... isn't fair.. my life damaged.. their life ok...

gezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...... what is this world we live in??????

what makes... me such a terrible failure...

(may God.. allow me to join Him soon if you care for me.. pray.. and ask God.. that I may be allowed to be with him soon.. very soon)..

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Old Jun 16, 2008, 08:09 PM
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You are not a failure, I am sorry that you are going through this pain.
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Old Jun 16, 2008, 08:17 PM
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((((((((freewill)))))))

You are definitely no failure, you've helped me a lot in my time of need.

I don't want God to take you away yet. I think you have a lot to offer this world.

Take care of yourself,

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Old Jun 16, 2008, 10:48 PM
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I'm in the same place as you are, Freewill, so I know I have no leg to stand on, but you should really hang on. How have you made it through this past year? What have you been doing to distract yourself? Maybe something else has changed, too.....to suddenly bring this on......??

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Old Jun 17, 2008, 02:50 PM
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I'm so sorry you have to suffer this. You are a wonderful person and I care and worry about you. when an event... triggers a depression...
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Old Jun 17, 2008, 03:41 PM
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Thank you all... I am trying very hard to deal... with the event... today... I quit sugar binging... so a start... am going thru withdrawal... like very dizzy... and the bee sting is less swollen..

tomorrow.. I confront the person.. from a year ago.. perhaps.. when I get that behind me.. my life.. will be more stable...
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Old Jun 17, 2008, 03:47 PM
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Freewill you are NOT a failure.... no way. After everything you have endured you to me are one of the strongest and most wonderful people i have ever had the pleasure of knowing.... i care so much about you my dear dear friend .... i will be with you in spirit tomorrow, you are stronger than you think, you WILL get through it .... rest sweetie, here for you always. love you, Kerry xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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Old Jun 17, 2008, 06:40 PM
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I wish you the best of luck for tomorrow. I know you have the strength and courage to do what you need to do and get through this.

Let us know how you're doing. My thoughts will be with you.

Take care,

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