I can't take it anymore

When is enough?

I am worried for you and we are here for you at PC but if you are feeling that bad it sounds like you need emergency help. Is there anyone you can contact immediately for support where you are?

I agree, I've been watching your posts and feel you need to seek out some assistance. Can you call your T or Pmd?
Hugs-Angel

((((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))))))))))) Is there someone you can contact? t? pdoc? Here are some resources also. link Please do what you need to stay safe.

BB

thanks for the resources- i have already called my t. not that it really matters- im just depressed and im tired of being this way and i just want to escape and just want someone to talk to- thats all no big deal

It is a big deal, when you're feeling that bad maybe you need to go to the hospital for help. I know you may not want to go, but there they can monitor your meds better and too make sure your truly safe. We want you to be happy and you will again, once the depression goes into remission.

You are important to us and we care, we want you here in pc for a long time. To post as often as needed and please seach help if your T doesn't listen.

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Go to this site and check out all the butterflies & other animals.

I truly feel your pain....I'll pray for you & send some good vibrations.

This makes me think of music....does music ever help? Just a shot in the dark.....I hope things get better soon!

Love & Peace

"Trauma throws you out of the cultural box where you were used to living a certain reality, one that did not often speak of death (or severe hardship). All of a sudden you are in a new country, disconnected from the life and people you know.
There can be a deep sense of loneliness and separation from the world at large since they are seemingly living a different reality than you.
Making matters worse, there is often a lack of empathetic mirroring that validates your experience and you can end up feeling crazy, isolated, and inadequate."

...Robert Grant

LIsten I have been hearing your pain for some time and when I read this in a cancer survivor book today, I thought of you, Dear Person too.

You really need to talk to a therapist or a Dr. about the pain of trauma that you are living with.

I picture you making a call to a family doctor or primary care physician, and telling that person you need help for the trauma.

Everyone needs help to deal with this pain, everyone, which includes you.

Please listen to the messages of people feeling your pain and asking you to seek some help.

I will hold positive thoughts for you, and how you will open up, if not your heart to have more compassion for yourself right now, opening your eyes to what is written here and by others over time who care, that there is a better way to cope with this trauma than suffering thru it home alone. Help is a decision away.

Love and Peace,
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