tired of hurting, tired of abuse

(((BB))))

you have warmed me when i needed it most.. i thank you for your many kindnesses and tolerances.. you are a blessing for us all...

(((Candybear)))))

just like BB, there you are when i needed a helping hand .. i know you are very down at times too and i care so much that you could feel better somehow.. ive wanted to reach out to you many times but something somehow interrupted me... i wish you peace and healing.. thank you for being kind to me...

((((Angel))))))

we attract what we portray... hugs and hearts to you always friend...

(((Kebsfroggy))))))

you have been there when i needed you, i have thought of you many times again and again... i worry for you and i am so sorry that abuse has visited you also... it is not right for good people to suffer so much... we must never let the goodness of our hearts be beaten.... thank you for choosing kindness....

(((muffy)))))) LM ML Forever...

i will never be able to express all that you mean to me, but i will try.. thats how its meant to be...

[[[[Lenny]]]]] (man hug haha)

you are a man of wisdom and compassion.. i enjoy reading your posts for they are truly most insightful... it is a pleasure having you on this board... we all need some clarity at times... many blessings to you always and may your experiences of 'the failures' be few always...

[[[ WMD! ]]]]

my good laughter and game times friend we shared some laughs didnt we? i will always wish you kind healing thoughts... may you ever be vigilant and aware of your environment and may abuse never darken your door again....

(((Gamila)))))

Welcome to PC! lifes pressures are indeed a great burden.. it would be so great if we were allowed to carry our loads without the added weight of unkindness.. i pray you will make your way thru this confusing labyrinth and find the light in the center.. may that always guide your ways....

healing wishes always..

But what would u do if u find the light is fading away??? I think one may lose his way and even get stumbled in another problem.

it happened to me several times that i wondered if the little light was burning... look inside yourself and thru your past memories.. if there ever was a time you did something for another, that little light was burning... once it is lit, it never goes completely out... on your darkest nights it will still burn within...

Hugs-Angel

((((Angel & Everyone)))))

i was doing a little research and found the following link (ive also posted it in General)

this is in no way intended to cause fear or trust issues, but an honest evaluation of relationships might be helpful? at least i only intended to help those also suffering from this form of 'multi attacker' abuse... its large to think about if we give it our full imagination... your comments are appreciated.. ty, kind healing wishes to all..

http://www.multistalkervictims.org/

do you think that little light can push u forward ?? well , for some people it makes them feel pity and reminds them that one day they were walking but now they are paralyzed . Words are easier than actions and only what tears can reduce pain.

no words of wisdom like the rest
just saying i care
((((nowheretorun))))))))

Blue

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do you think that little light can push u forward ?? well , for some people it makes them feel pity and reminds them that one day they were walking but now they are paralyzed . Words are easier than actions and only what tears can reduce pain.

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may i ask for clarification gamila? im sure your post was meant to be positive and supportive i am just having a little difficulty understanding what you meant?

thank you Blue, i am always wishing for your peace and healing...

Angel

me too.

peace
night

xoxoxo

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it happened to me several times that i wondered if the little light was burning... look inside yourself and thru your past memories.. if there ever was a time you did something for another, that little light was burning... once it is lit, it never goes completely out... on your darkest nights it will still burn within...

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here you have said that the little light never goes completely out but what if the one's past memories push him backward not forward.......and that when ever he remembers any kind of situation he feels hopeless a sound deep inside keeps saying '' oh i was once great i used to get high grades but now i am paralyzed . life is against me . where am i? who am I '' thats what goes inside .there is a struggle between past and present ,between his life there and his life now. May be light never goes but for sure It can burn to DEATH. I guess u understand me .
all what i want to say what for u is postive it doesn't mean that it must be so for others . Many people , everyday feel depressed because of that little light.

yes, i understand depression, and abuse.... many say how this is no ideal world and give up, it never will be... but i will settle for improvement.... that keeps the little light burning and at times it becomes a roaring fire.. best to you always gamila...

(((nowheretorun))))))))
(it happened to me several times that i wondered if the little light was burning... look inside yourself and thru your past memories.. if there ever was a time you did something for another, that little light was burning... once it is lit, it never goes completely out... on your darkest nights it will still burn within... )
(but i will settle for improvement)

i know you will never give up hope and faith and love
it shines threw your writting
That in its self is a light for us all to see
your light shines bright
if your gets a little tired or alittle low
look this way there is a light for you.......

(((muffy)))))) thank you so much for all your kind healing words to me...... your little light has re-lit mine so many times i lost count... may peace follow you all of your days...

aww ty ((nowheretorun))))))))))
yours has done the same for me
many a times you did not know ty
may peace always be with you.....................

you are so optimistic.....you are that kind of people whom ''The essence of optimism is that it takes no account of the present, but it is a source of inspiration, of vitality and hope where others have resigned; it enables a man to hold his head high, to claim the future for himself and not to abandon it to his enemy.-(Dietrich Bonhoeffer said)''

((((gamila))))) i am glad to hear from you again my friend... that is a beautiful quote you used to describe the me you see... i am grateful...

i am sincere when i pray and say to you that i hope your own light burn with full fury for what you believe to be true and correct and best for your own well being... i believe within each of us is the only spark we need to make a dream come true for ourself.. i believe with all my heart that if the desire we desire is for the best of all, that dream will no doubt come true... i believe with full heart that each of us matters and has a dream to fulfill and that that dream is an important part of this big puzzle called life... without doubt i am sure that we each are meant to fulfill our deepest desires for the good of all... falling short of our aim brings great suffering personally and communally...

i pray your light will never dim...