[Taonuviel]

That'd be me plummeting, crashing, and burning.
Needed something new to say.
Life hates me. I'm broke, kicked out of the dorms(because a medicine change brought me to a suicide attempt), living at home with my depressing and hurtful mom, buried under a pile of college work extensions I can't focus on, alone, and my only relief - my car, my transportation - breaks.
I don't want to deal anymore, or fight, or bother. I just want to escape this crap and forget it all. Why do I bother to care?

[Kayleigh]

I'm sorry you feel so crappy... I do too. I hate college with a passion. It's so depressing, I can't ever motivate myself to do any work. Ever. I guess I don't have anything else to say. Sorry I was no help maybe someone can post who isn't totally worthless to maybe make you feel better.

[Wants2Fly]

Hello Tao -- I'm sorry that you are feeling so low. I wish I could carry some of the burden for you. I hope you can take some small comfort in all the love and concern that is here for you at the forums.

I hope that you will continue to educate yourself about your disease and come here to vent and socialize. I pray that eventually something will click for you -- some message -- some suggestion -- some prayer -- some grace or blessing -- so that you take one tiny, itty bitty step toward recovery -- then another -- then another -- and one day you look around and realize that life is a lot better.

<font color="blue">(((((((((((((</font><font color="pink">Taonuviel</font><font color="blue">))))))))))))</font>

[Taonuviel]

Thanks...
I just don't know what to do. Keep trying, keep doing the same things, it's all so pointless. Do I convince myself I'm not in a place emotionally/mentally to make life or death decisions and tell someone what's going on? AGAIN?? Or do I go with it finally, give in, I've tried enough, let that be enough...
It's so hopeless. I don't even care about anything, why do I keep living.

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Tao}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} Hun, maybe what you've been doing isn't the right thing. That could be why it's not working. Keep looking. Keep trying. NEVER GIVE UP!