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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:14 PM
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im leaving soon to go admit myself to the crisis stabilization unit. Im sure everyone will be happy to not see me on here with all my depression and self injury crap- sorry im venting and its not good right now. Im not worth anything. i was just there like 2 wks ago and now im going back, what a piece of %#@&#! i am right now, i can't even keep it together for two weeks.
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:21 PM
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It's good that you recognize that you need extra help, we will be thinking of you.

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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:22 PM
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You are a "work in progress" you have many things to do....go hon, work on yourself, find your strengths in all this. You are strong...you are going back to the hospital....good for you....taking care of yourself!!!

Will be thinking about you and sending healing thoughts your way.

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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:25 PM
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the thing is i dont want to go back - i really want to just call my therapist and tell him NO im not going back and run from it all- i have so many emotions right now i cant think straight - im such a failure to everybody
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:26 PM
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take good care of you
going back to hospital
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:30 PM
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it just feels like failure to me right now-im sure the hospital is tried of me too- i just want to beat the %#@&#! out myself right now for being like this, i have to be in control and when im in the hospital-they have control and then all the meds make me lose my thoughts and i just want out of it all- im done im so done with me right now
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:34 PM
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YOu're not a failure ... not at all .... please know i am thinking of you, take care, love and hugs, Jinny xoxoxoxoxoxo
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:35 PM
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 03:57 PM
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Purplebutterfly,
We will not be happy you won't be with us, we will miss having you here. But I am truly happy that you are going to get help and I will pray that you will be back with us real soon. You are worth a lot, kindness, loving and caring, but right now, you're not feeling well and that is all it is. Come back fast, and we will be hear to listen anytime.
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 04:39 PM
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please receive all you can while you are there.

know that people care and it is not as you perceive.

if it were, people would have stopped supporting you by now.

no one has. the depression is lying to you.

get well soon, Dear Person.

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Old Aug 29, 2008, 04:52 PM
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 06:14 PM
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Hey, I don't know you that well, but you will be missed here. And it is good you recognize that you need help again, and to me, that is not a failure. It is obvious that you want to get better, so good for you.
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Old Aug 29, 2008, 07:42 PM
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I used to hate the hospital. But now I embrace it. I see it as a safe place where I can experience my emotions and feelings. Let us know when you return!!!!
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Crisis Unit Taking care of yourself, and relying upon other's help when you can't, is a good thing. Come back soon. Crisis Unit
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</font><blockquote><div id="quote"><font class="small">Quote:</font>
nightbird said:
the depression is lying to you.
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peace,
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I am new here and was just browsing through messages when I saw this post. I am sorry that I am breaking into such an important topic, but I just had to say thanks for saying this. Depression does indeed lie to us. Those lies make me feel worthless, useless, hopeless, unimportant, no good, and unlovable. I never stopped to think that these were the result of the depression. I really believed that these thoughts were true, but your comment gives me hope that they are not true. I will try to remember your comment here. Thank you again.

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take care of yourself, you are doing the right thing for YOU and that's what's important, even though you don't want to go you still see that it's what will help you (I admire that, it takes a lot for me to push myself to do something I don't want to, even if deep down I know it will help)
I wish you all the best, come back soon and take care,

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Old Sep 02, 2008, 07:11 AM
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Im back!! ...................
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Old Sep 02, 2008, 10:29 AM
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