Too hard

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struggling....

you can do it, you can do it ((molly))))))

no matter where you are in life you can always stop and take a breather...

if you are certain you've made the rght choices, try not to look back too much.. look forward...

when we can get our heart into that healing frame of mind, the pain we endure is more manageable.. just knowing that what we've experienced will have a good outcome after the pain sometimes makes it more bearable, but not always...

stay true to your beliefs molly, nothing has as much power to cause you problems in life as not following your own truths..

sending hugs and strength

You can do it!!!

Struggling...not losing. I say we form a human life raft and all hang on. Sometimes we can float supported by others, sometimes we tread water so others can float. We can all do this. Molly, don't make me use my stern voice (and very tall letters) telling you to start your medication. If your mother were diabetic and refused to take her medication, you'd have a good talking-to with her, wouldn't you? It's the same thing. You have gotten this far...your road has been anything but smooth but you have traveled it nonetheless. Take the next steps that are available to you.

(((((((((((( Molly )))))))))))))) You can do this.

I agree with Can'tstopcrying, you need to take your medication.

You can do this.

What would help to make things better?

We are here with you (((((((( Molly )))))))))

(((((((((((((((( Molly ))))))))))))))))

thats the spirit

pretty much everyone said I can do this ..... it's too hard, can't
Thanks to everyone, appreciate it, but in such a dark hole atm, hard to see any light

Sweet Molly, there's the light. We say you can because we believe in you. Your strength and compassion is wonderful--have some for yourself. What about your volunteering with the children--are you doing that this week? If nothing else you need to do this so that you can fully enjoy their laughter, teach them your compassion and grow from knowing them. There is light, it's in you. Take your meds, get involved and believe!

Silver,
Think of it as one step at a time. Take the first step, take a deep breath and then take another step. From what I've read thus far, it sounds like the medication would be a good first step. If that step is too big, then take a step towards that goal - whatever you do, don't give up and don't let yourself get into the "do nothing" phase... take one step. There are folks here who know you and have confidence that you can do it and even tho' I don't know you... what I've read... I'd say you can do it too - we're here for you.
So, if it helps to break this whole thing down... take a step towards what you know you should do... we're here.
Einna