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Oct 31, 2008, 04:12 AM
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I don't want to live like this, I can't live like this!
 my best friends gone! gone forever!!!!! except he hasn't... every minute of every day he's in my mind, I have nightmares about him ..... everything is a constant reminder of himwhy is this happening to me why does my life always turn upside down I GIVE UP and you're now thinking.... "there she goes again, another rant about John"..... but he's so important to me! Yes alright, I'm stupid, think whatever you want of me 'cause I don't care I just want this mess to go way and it won't... there's no answer
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Oct 31, 2008, 04:31 AM
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I'm not thinking anything like that...
what I am thinking is that you are doing your best to walk through your grief. jmo, but sometimes it can be harder to grieve about the hurtful actions of the living... Cap
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Oct 31, 2008, 04:58 AM
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Sweety, I'm not thinking that. I'm thinking how I wish you weren't hurting so. Have you tried writing a letter to John? Oh you may never mail it, but write down everything. How you love him, how you're mad at him, how you feel. Send it, save it or crinkle it up, but put your everything into it. I'm off to the airport now but please try to have a positive weekend.
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Oct 31, 2008, 05:09 AM
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thank you, ill try... take care
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Oct 31, 2008, 06:49 AM
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how are you doing on meds molly? take care of you and get local help as needed
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Oct 31, 2008, 02:31 PM
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It's really hard for me to let go of people... I just can't do it.
I like cantstopcrying's idea... it may help. At the very least it gives you something to do about it. *hugs* |
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Oct 31, 2008, 09:02 PM
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((((((((((((( silver_moon ))))))))))))))
I also don't think you are stupid or any of that. I agree with the suggestion about writing a letter, I have written many letters that I never sent and it seemed to help. You could always send it to him to let him know how this has effected you.
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Oct 31, 2008, 10:32 PM
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I so hope that as time goes by that you feel your strength trust returning tenfold...
Part of the reason that I blog/journal is for the very reasons stated here--it gets it out of my heart, and I can always print whatever I want if I think sending it would help. Two thirds of the times I don't mail it, the others I've not received a reply. That is all right. Peace to you, Cap
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