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Nov 01, 2008, 03:05 PM
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I just..don't know anymore...I am full of some terrible poison..and there is no antidote
I am so...empty..so lacking..in any inspiration in any motivation... I just want to fade away...I just don't care.. I'm so lonely......so sad........I am so alone........... I am poisoning myself...with all these thoughts...but I don't know how to stop...and what does it matter..because no one will read this..because I don't matter......and all I do is piss and moan...I have been useless here lately.... I hate this...so much...I hate..that one minute I am up the next I am down, and the next I feel nothing at all..... I just..want to fade away... I'm full of poison...and it hurts..and it is killing me.... |
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Nov 01, 2008, 03:11 PM
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((((((((((((((silver)))))))))))))) I am so sad that you feel so bad. I wish I could do something to make you feel better. I can tell you I don't think you are useless, I don't think you piss and moan. We are all here for help and the only way others can know what we need is if we tell them. Please don't think so negatively of yourself. I think you are very special.
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#3
Nov 01, 2008, 03:19 PM
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I feel the same way
 maybe we can find a cure for the poison... or at least keep it away from main parts of us in the future |
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Nov 01, 2008, 03:20 PM
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Have you taken some poison or is that a metaphor?
I hope you realize that we do care here. (((((((( Silversparrow )))))))) 
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#5
Nov 01, 2008, 03:21 PM
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You both should visit Purplebutterfly's Positive Place in the games section. The affirmations in there are for everyone who needs them. I'm sorry you both feel so bad. Maybe some hugs will help for now.
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Nov 01, 2008, 04:45 PM
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(((((((((((((( silversparrow )))))))))))))))
You are not worthless and you really matter. I am sorry that you feel bad, I am sending you some hugs.
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Nov 01, 2008, 04:50 PM
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I am so sorry that you are walking through this hell...keep walking, though, and crawling is all right.
sometimes these "brick walls" that we run into surprise us with the intense feelings they bring out... you are a worthwhile, beautiful, and strong human being. it's there...perhaps once you empty yourself of the poison then your vision will be cleared. please know that we are standing with you... Cap
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Nov 02, 2008, 11:40 AM
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Thank you everyone....I don't know what my problem has been here latley...I have been having such severe mood swings. It feels like I am spinning in circles...didn't help that yesterday at home was "bash Sparrow" day, everytime I turned around my mom or little sister was chewing me out and letting me know how lazy and selfish I was...days at home alone with mom and little sister are always unpleasent ones..I tend to just hide in my room...but even then..it gets to me....sad thing is my little sister is 10 and she already is just as manipulative as my mom..
I just hope..I can find a T soon, one that can help me..and I can talk to..we are trying to pick ourself up after the last T fiasco...but we are feeling apprhensive..since the last T said very cruel and hurtful things...and upset alters....which I think has a major hold on the severe mood thing...since we process hurt emotions slow.... Thank you all..for such kind words...it helps lift our spirits...to know there are kind and loving people out there..it gives us hope...we try and rember the kind words when we are feeling down and out of order |
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Nov 02, 2008, 02:59 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Nov 02, 2008, 03:57 PM
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The worse part of this whole deal is that even though we know what we should be doing, be thinking. Yes all the should be's but our illness has such a strangle hold on us and we do nothing.
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Nov 02, 2008, 05:18 PM
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Not much to say, I'm quite poisoned too. But at least you can see that people do read what you write.
Interesting photos. You have an eye for the details. Shot more, post more. The best of luck |
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