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Nov 05, 2008, 06:33 PM
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i'm heading in. i don't want to... but i promised. i'm telling myself it's just medication management... since i had to switch... that's what i'll tell my family too... try to downplay it. i hate dealing with this! wish it'd just end... die some way other than by my own initiation... but for now i'm going to go in to the hospital and be safe. darn it.
i went to my school's counseling center. i liked the psychologist i talked to there... i'd like to talk with him again, though of course i'm skeptical whether i can really be helped. but i guess i'll be looking into it. for now i'm still not safe out though... i'm refusing to let myself think on what i believe on hopelessness so i follow through with my promise to get myself in. just stopping by here as i get online to figure out which ER i'm going to and how i'm getting there... so yeah, i've been suicidal. but i'm safe. so don't worry. thanks.
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Nov 05, 2008, 06:37 PM
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(((((((((( Taonuviel ))))))))))
  I'm sorry you are having to do this but glad you are being safe. I will be thinking of you.
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Nov 05, 2008, 06:39 PM
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(((((((((Tao))))))))))))) Thank you. Very much, thank you.
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Nov 05, 2008, 07:26 PM
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(((((Tao)))))
I'm glad you are taking care of yourself. It's so hard to do. I'm glad you will be safe.
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Nov 05, 2008, 10:51 PM
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*hugs*
It takes guts to go to er, I don't know if I could, good for you hope you start feeling better, I'm so glad you're able to go somewhere you're safe
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Nov 05, 2008, 10:57 PM
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Tao iam glad you didnt do it
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Nov 05, 2008, 11:00 PM
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That takes serious will to do that. It's inspiring to other people around here who maybe weren't considering it before as an option to stay safe, but who could really benefit from it. Good luck, and hope everything turns out okay!
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Nov 17, 2008, 01:29 PM
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Thanks everyone. I just got back from the psych ward. It was rough, but I feel better.
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Nov 17, 2008, 02:55 PM
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((((((( Taonuviel )))))))
Welcome back!
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Nov 17, 2008, 02:58 PM
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Was worried about you! Glad you are feeling better! Keep your chin up!
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Nov 17, 2008, 05:27 PM
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(((((((((((((((((( Tao ))))))))))))))))))
Thinking of you 
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Nov 17, 2008, 11:33 PM
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*hugs* so glad to see you back *hugs*
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Nov 17, 2008, 11:41 PM
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(((((((((((( Tao )))))))))))))))))
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Nov 18, 2008, 12:09 AM
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taonuviel,
i'm sorry you have had to go in, it's not a fun place. i respect you for taking care of yourself, that can be very hard to do. i had to go in 3 times, the longest for 2 1/2 weeks when i was released because my lack of insurance = recovery to the system. the last time was 15 years ago, so there can be a good outcome and a way to recover outside the hospital. they are mostly for stabilizing folks now days. draw on the support here and do what you must to protect your temporarily fragile serenity. the hospital is actually easier than real life and you will be able to make it! you sure look like a survivor to me. hugs and prayers,
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