i feel a need to vent, but theres nothing there to fcking let out

i THINK im doomed, i think im miserable, i think im angry, i think im forgotten, i think im cursed, i think im shameful, i think im beyond repair

but i just FEEL gray. blank. vacant. void.
yr life check bounced, presh!

I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. i want to be alone.

"everything looked and sounded unreal. nothing was what it is. THATS WHAT I WANTED --
TO BE ALONE WITH MYSELF IN ANOTHER WORLD WHERE TRUTH IN UNTRUE AND LIFE CAN HIDE FROM ITSELF."

-eugene o'neill
from 'long days journey into night'


and no, my friends, i dont want to be left alone here. please dont leave me alone. those of you that know my current situation are well aware of who and what im talking about. you precious few know why i scream I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT THE FCK ALONE.

(im sorry i make no sense. living with people who make no sense is very contagious im told.)



PRSHDMND

xo

presh

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((((( presh )))))))))))))))))))))))

[ECHOES]

i THINK im doomed, i think im miserable, i think im angry, i think im forgotten, i think im cursed, i think im shameful, i think im beyond repair

This doesn't sound like someone who wants to be left alone. It sounds like someone who feels alone, but wants to be happy, wants to be calm, wants to be remembered, wants to be blessed, wants to feel good, wants to feel loved.

Are you in psychotherapy? All these things you want are things you can explore in psychotherapy. Your life can feel so much better.

[Doesitend?]

((((((PRESH))))) I love you girl. Come talk to me.....

[Puffyprue]

((((((((presh))))))

[silver_moon]

Originally Posted by lil.presh

i feel a need to vent, but theres nothing there to fcking let out

i THINK im doomed, i think im miserable, i think im angry, i think im forgotten, i think im cursed, i think im shameful, i think im beyond repair

but i just FEEL gray. blank. vacant. void.
yr life check bounced, presh!

I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE. i want to be alone.

"everything looked and sounded unreal. nothing was what it is. THATS WHAT I WANTED --
TO BE ALONE WITH MYSELF IN ANOTHER WORLD WHERE TRUTH IN UNTRUE AND LIFE CAN HIDE FROM ITSELF."

-eugene o'neill
from 'long days journey into night'


and no, my friends, i dont want to be left alone here. please dont leave me alone. those of you that know my current situation are well aware of who and what im talking about. you precious few know why i scream I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT THE FCK ALONE.

(im sorry i make no sense. living with people who make no sense is very contagious im told.)



PRSHDMND

xo

presh

Presh can go boom loudly... get on your bike, go find a hill or a big open field ad scream and shout... let all the **** out. It won't be a permanent fix, maybe it'll only work for an hour or so, but at least its something. (Just do it safe ok?)
You're not beyond repair and you'll never be alone here.


We're here hunny. Take care,
Molly

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((presh)))))))))))))))))))))) You are not alone. I am sorry things are so hard but you are among people who understand.

BB

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((((( presh )))))))))))))))))))

[turquoisesea]

offering my hugs, for what they're worth