[turquoisesea]

friends best thing right now? -
how about when they say
"Yay I like happy people" tons tons tons in a single night...in reference to me and my bf... I'm having sooo much trouble right now... so rofl... guess she doesn't mean me?

and anxiety symptoms now keeping me AWAY from other people and everything i need to do

so frustrated that i want to WHACK EVERYTHING - and then i do and it makes it worse x.x

getting out of the place good right now? -
HAHAH how about when it causes me to have a PANIC ATTACK. What if doing ANYTHING MAKES ME FREAK OUT x.x x.x And think of how bad everything is and how sad/upset / frustrated I am with EVERYTHING

ARG ARG ARG make it stop

[turquoisesea]

dying inside

can't stop the poison from spreading

would rather be dead than an empty husk and reminder of what I used to be

[1confused]

Originally Posted by turquoisesea

dying inside

can't stop the poison from spreading

would rather be dead than an empty husk and reminder of what I used to be

your gonna get through it. i know you will. theres allot of people here going through the same thing. dont feel alone. we all need eachothers support.

[nowheretorun]

((sea))))) it is very hard but go ahead and give yourself some kudoes for trying.. it gets easier with practice... be as brave as you can always and when it is horrible, dont beat on you, that isnt helping, but let yourself notice your feelings and have strength even in the hard times, you can make it

[silver_moon]

((((((((((((turquoise)))))))))))))

[gimmeice]

(((((((((((((( sea ))))))))))))))))))

[turquoisesea]

thanks everyone so much

i'm gonna keep trying
next step: new meds starting tomorrow 0.0 (pick up today)
and CALL THERAPISTS and hope one actually has space x.x

THANKSSSSSS EVERYONE AND HUGS HUGS HUGS FOR ALL