[chrise]

Ive been hurting for so long. It just doesnt seem to be getting better. I feel im just slipping further down. I didnt think it was possible. I feel like im falling apart. So many symptoms. Why cant i tell anyone irl. I tell them im depressed but its so much more. I should tell them before i get any further. Im scaring myself. I cant take anymore.

[jbug]

I am scared for you. I think you need to talk to someone. Keep posting. Keep reaching out. I am here for you if you need anything.

Jan

[cantstopcrying]

I like your idea of telling them IRL that it's so much more than depression. Who would oyu tell? Maybe you could make a list of as many people as you feel comfortable with. Even if it's only 1, that's one more person to help you. Chrise, I worry about you, hon. You are very important. Please don't feel like you're alone in this. Remember, though, that we here can only do so much, the rest needs to be done irl, so please contact someone about this and tell them how truly serious the problem is. Keep posting and know that we care.

[Cthomas]

Hey chris,

I hope you are feeling a bit better today. I agree with the others, we need you to talk to somebody irl. Youve sounded so down, and im worried too. PM me if you need extra help ok?

Colleen

PS.....we care...

[gimmeice]

((((((((((((( chrise ))))))))))))))

I agree with the others that you need to reach out for others irl. Do you have a mental health center in your community? A lot of those work on sliding scales based on your income or lack of one. The one here even has a walk in clinic once a week so it would be something worth checking into. For me it was easier to reach out to a professional then it was to talk to someone I know, if that's not the case for you then try to talk to someone you know.