falling apart

i'm falling apart.
i'm scared everyone knows now.
will they think of me differently?
treat me different?
i don't want that i just want to be normal again.
right now i just feel like....everything i had was gone.
right when i was getting used to everything at school...i messss it up
i hate myself for this.

sorry just upset and talking

(((((((((((((( lmg )))))))))))))))))))
I am sending you lots of hugs

*hugs*

one of my greatest fears has been that people will treat me different if they know. I don't know. Some people would some people wouldn't. But you DO have friends who care for you, and I think if they're good friends they will still care about you tons, and not treat much differently other than maybe trying to help out if they can.

Right now ... just try to get through the next few days, feel it out. The more normal you act around them, the more likely theyll act normal around you too

golly but you are hard on yourself! please don't apologize for being upset, and definitely not for talking about it--I'm glad you got it out.

We are so hard on ourselves because of our depression, jmo.
It's no different than having high blood pressure, diabetes, or any other medical condition. Yet there is still a stigma attached to the mentally interesting...
After awhile I got to the point where I didn't give a hoot. I found out who my true friends were, and I was rid of those who weren't.

Please, please be kind to yourself. No matter how small an action of kindness to yourself might be, it's good.

Cap

I can only send you a hug, but maybe that's something...??