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Jan 03, 2009, 11:52 AM
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Hate myself for my everything. I don't remember when I last felt myself happy person. Maybe only first 12 or 13 years of my life. Now every minute I think that I am unhappy loser. Loser loser loser.... in my head. Asking myself why are you living like this?, why are you living like this? What is the point of waking up in the morning, what is the point of sleeping. I wish i was brainless or a slave for something good. Don't want to reach down to the bottom making pple tell this is where loser pple finally reach.
People are growing upwards, I'm sinking and drowning inside. I feel like stuck in mud and I am sinking in it. So loser that even can't even end this all.  (
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Jan 03, 2009, 12:05 PM
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Those guesses keep us weighted down, never letting us get up and take a breath. Please know that you are genuinely wanted. I am throwing you a life raft. take hold of it. realize that every day is new day. The sun still shines and sets. we have the power to change what troubles us if we try. Please keep trying. Im pulling you in..... Colleen
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Jan 03, 2009, 12:33 PM
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just for me those feelings you are having is the depression talking to you. it puts a dark cloud of perception on everything. it is difficult to see things in their true perspective because of this.
you are a person of worth and value. your depression is telling you otherwise. we care about you and i appreciate that you trusted us enough to express how you are feeling.  are you seeing a doc for your depression? do you take meds for it? are you in therapy? these are good directions to seek out to eventually reenter the 'world'. it takes time and effort but it is worth it. when i first got help i envisioned myself as a tiny dot in an infinite sea of black. now i look forward to see what each day brings. i wish the same for you too. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Jan 03, 2009, 12:36 PM
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(((((((((((((( injaga )))))))))))))
I agree with colleen, there always is a potential for a better day tomorrow. Are you in Therapy? In therapy you can learn how to take small steps to improve your life, it is a journey that takes time.
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Jan 03, 2009, 09:37 PM
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Just try to recall those happy thoughts and relive it. Focus on the things that can make you smile even those little silly stuff...
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