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Jan 10, 2009, 01:08 AM
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i feel so bleeeehh.
there's nothing to live for right now i go out with friends..and just hate myself even more no one here to love me  want this all to be...OVER
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Jan 10, 2009, 01:54 AM
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(((((((((lmg)))))))))
i could tell you things to try to encourage you but it'd be very hypocritical of me. know i understand, care, and that there's plenty of people here with the hope we can't feel now.
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Jan 10, 2009, 10:09 AM
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(((img))) what's goin' on? usually there's something that triggers these feelings. can you share that with us? i am willing to listen.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Jan 10, 2009, 01:04 PM
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Just everything right now. My life just keeps going down hill I'm scared of what's to come next. I hate living in this fear that ill never find anyone to love me or ill never find happiness.
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Jan 10, 2009, 02:53 PM
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((((img)))) when we are depressed it shrouds our thinking and creates anxiety and fears as well as draining us of our mental energy.
do you have a T? I can't remember from previous posts. if you do then i'd give him/her a call asap so you can unload some of this thinking and your T can help you with a healthy stratagy towards overcoming some of these feelings of hopelessness. i've had the same feelings in the past and i needed someone to help me untangle what was bothering me. friends are a good ear too as long as you know they are able to be supportive even tho they may not have the same feelings as you. those are the best-good friends-that love us and care for us, not fly by night "friends". "I hate living in this fear that ill never find anyone to love me or ill never find happiness.", you stated. it took me a long time but it can be done-learning to love ourselves first. for me that was when i found true happiness. if i had waited to feel that others gave me happiness first, i might still be waiting for it! thank you for sharing about what's going on with you. you reached out to us and i hope that gives you some hope because we responded. we care for you. if you want to share more, i will listen.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Jan 10, 2009, 03:20 PM
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Thanks madisgram
 I appreciate you responding I do have a T but I'm not going back to her and I just set up an appt today for a T back at school who I'm going to on wed or thursday. I'm not really good at this whole therapist thing...when I was at the T at home I just didn't know what to say or how to express myself and she didn't really help me kinda just expected me to know what to say. So I'm nervous for my new T. Now I'm just going on and on but idk. You are right I do have to love myself before anyone can love me. So that's what I have to start working on thankkss
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