[fairy_garden]

Everything has just finally caught up with me.I can barely even get out of bed in the morning and I'm nearly throwing up thinking about having to go to school tomorrow.No-one ever talks to me even though I try to talk to them.I've been putting pressure on myself for a long time and so have teachers and family and I can't take it anymore.All I do is cry all the time.I just wish that I could feel better and know that things are going to change.

[Puffyprue]

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how i wish i could help you to ease the pain...if u need to talk u can always pm me...

[silver_moon]

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[Behindthemoon]

hey dear . i can tell the pains,frustrations and pressure you are undergoing because i have had almost the same feeling when i was younger.
I try to put down the personal feeling behind and just focus on what i think is the right things to do and it makes me feel much better.
Hold on.Hugs

[multipixie9]

fairy_garden,

i'm so glad you came here and told us what is going on. it sounds really rough right now. i wish i had some "magic fairy dust" that would ease your misery and show you the way to ease this all up.

i do believe this is temporary and it will get better. i went through similar feelings back in my school days and i did get past an unloving family and the mostly friendless days in a large crappy high school.

i do care that you hurt bad and you are scared, worried you can't get through this. bit by bit you will get through this.

is there anyone in real life you can trust to tell about how you feel and the problems functioning? a school counselor? any adult who is not useless? if you have no one there, keep posting here. you are not alone. people here get it. we will support as best we can.

you do matter, keep coming back. hugs if you want them,

leslie

[fairy_garden]

Thanks for the hugs and everything.I know that my problems aren't really that big.but I am tired of having to battle against bad things that happen all the time.Even stupid little things like going to the dining hall at school are making me anxious.I did go and see my year advisor and she made an appointment for me to see the doctor.

[madisgram]

Originally Posted by fairy_garden

Thanks for the hugs and everything.I know that my problems aren't really that big.but I am tired of having to battle against bad things that happen all the time.Even stupid little things like going to the dining hall at school are making me anxious.I did go and see my year advisor and she made an appointment for me to see the doctor.

for us that feel overwhelmed or depressed it's even the little things that are so difficult. please try not to be hard on yourself. we do understand where you're at right now and i do care. and your problems are really that big....if they worry and bother you...try to know that your feelings about things are of value. what you feel about things is worth hearing from the rest of us.
glad you are going to the doctor, that's a good start in the right direction. it's taking those baby steps to get better that makes all the difference in the world.

[fairy_garden]

Well I went to the doctor today and she prescribed me some meds and referred me to a psychologist.I'm just trying to take things a day,even an hour at a time.It helps knowing that people here know what it's like and that I'm not the only one.