Is it true????

I just have to ask this, even though I am scared to hear if it is true. I just really need to know. If it is true, just don’t respond, please.
Is my “mentally diseased mind” lying to me or telling me the truth?
Does everyone on this website hate me and find me annoying, stupid, lazy and not even trying to get better?
Is my T and my family about to boot me out the door because I am a huge ball of “need”? (I don’t even tell them I am hurting. And I have never even called between sessions, so I don't know why I would even think that and yet I do!)
Am I not trying hard enough? If I just tried harder, would I be able to get and keep a job and have relationships?
Does everyone hate me? Am I pathetic?
Is all that the truth?

no, it's all false. really. it's just the depression.

((Lbien))
You are a worthwhile human being, deserve to be loved and treated with respect.
You are doing the best you can...this is all right. All of us have times of feeling lost and unworthy and overwhelmed.
Please don't be so hard on yourself.
It's the nature of depression to blind us to the good in us and the good in the world.

If you need to take baby steps to feel better, do it. There are times when I snail slide because that is all I can handle at the time.

Keep posting and let us know how you are doing
We Care
I Care

Cap

No where near the truth! (((Lbien)))

This is not a site for judgemental people. This is a site for people who want to offer help and support.

You are who you are - a beautiful and unique being. Maybe you have qualities that aren't great and that don't do you any favours. They are your obstructions they are NOT YOU!

We all need hope, and that hope needs to be grounded in something. I got hope from Dr Clay's book Psychological Self-Help and one of my purposes on this site is to promote it a bit in the hope that others might get some help from it too.

The thing is that many of us, myself included, have so many issues that the task of change seems daunting. However if we set little, specific goals for ourselves, and then make plans how to achieve them, we can start to make small incremental improvements in our life that really will start to add up to something. This is my experience and I believe that it can be other people's experience too.

Well done for being here, and well done for wanting help and wanting to change. I really hope that you can get the help and support you need, and make the changes that will enable you to feel happier about yourself and your life.

A really important one it to learn to accept yourself for who you are.

.....wait..wait--how will this work?! Those who don't respond are not responding for a variety of reasons, like the didn't read this one post, and all their reasons are their own.

I don't hate you a bit. I like reading your posts. This sounds like some projecting... are these thoughts you have about yourself? They aren't my thoughts...

It sounds like you are being very hard on yourself right now for some reason. If you can identify the reason, the answer to what's going on may be there.

Please be kind to you

((((((((((((((((((lbien)))))))))))))
please hang in there..i really like you and ur support really mean to me i think for all poeple here too....hugs

(((((((((((((( Lbien ))))))))))))))))
It's not true at all, I like reading your posts

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If it is true, just don’t respond, please.

.....wait..wait--how will this work?! Those who don't respond are not responding for a variety of reasons, like the didn't read this one post, and all their reasons are their own.

Sorry, Echoes--I meant to ask people to only respond if they thought my mind was lying to me. I didn't want to risk in open invitation.
I am not brave enough for that, I guess.
It was an insecure thing to say.

WE all are looking for the truth in some sort of way and feeling alone and helpless about what is going on around us is part of the journey.
So it is not true that you are alone . even if you don't think you have much support . You do.
Life is a hard road and we all have to travel it the best we can and sometimes people help us along sometimes they don`t and are more a hinder but the good always out weighs the bad It just takes time and love and hope .
So here I give you love and hope on your journey.
take care