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Feb 12, 2009, 08:52 PM
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Cant hold together.
Stay in hospital all day, living by triggers EVERYWHERE, ever SECOND, get home , break down. So much pain all at once. But I have to keep going. Can't leave him alone, can't stand being alone. I just can't take care of both of us, so I take care of him... I need to let the hospital take care of him now, the day I brought him in I needed to take care of him literally, I was sick too, not doing well but he comes first. Today - I needed to be there to make not alone, but being hter ehurts so much. I do it for him, but with him sick there's no one to take care of me back. So I lose it. All my energy spent on caring for him, I have nothing left to protect myself, all my time spent in a world full of triggers, I can't escape the pain. help, I call but no one can I HURT
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Feb 12, 2009, 09:07 PM
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Feb 12, 2009, 10:03 PM
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I wish there was something to say that would help you. But I want you to know that even though I haven't been here as long as most have......
"I CARE ABOUT YOU"! Please know I care, and I thank you for all you've done for me. Some day we'll all get out of this hell of deprssion that we're in. A hug helps a little I hope......Joey
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Feb 13, 2009, 07:22 AM
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((((((((((turquoisesea))))))))))
I am so, so, SO sorry that things are rough right now. I care and I'm thinking about you. You've always been so kind and supportive here, I wish I could be there to help you now. I hope that you feel better soon.
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Rebecca "If you're going through hell -- keep going." - Winston Churchill It's better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection. - Elizabeth Gilbert Bring on the wonder, we got it all wrong, we pushed you down deep in our souls, so hang on. Bring on the wonder, bring on the song, I pushed you down deep in my soul for too long. - Susan Enan http://igetupagain.wordpress.com/ |
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Feb 13, 2009, 07:46 AM
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((((((TS)))))),know that we care about you
 . i am so sorry you are feeling so alone and hurting. we all need to be kind to ourselves, any little thing you do just for you, may help. please know i care about you.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand |
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Feb 13, 2009, 08:50 AM
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((sea))) know that this will pass, that you will learn from this experience and that as you continue bringing your goals home, making a life you love, this will become one of the many bricks on your path and then, not now, you will remember these days and think one thing... 'i wish i was kinder to myself then.' always hoping the best for you
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