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Old Mar 17, 2009, 11:55 AM
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And ive been in a funk since god only knows when.

I have to deal with an "abuser" and im not happy. just not happy. Im so trying to break away from whats going on and be here more. but I just keep going back under the covers.

Cant talk much more than that.

Colleen
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:04 PM
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I'm always here if you need to talk Colleen.
((((((Colleen))))))

Im sorry you are going through a really rough time, but you have friends here at PC that do care about you.
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:08 PM
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Thanks, sometimes it doesnt feel that way. Just going through a rough time, cant get in to see my T until April1st.

its just getting to me.
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:16 PM
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((((((Colleen)))))
My thoughts are with you. Waiting is always the hardest part. Can you maybe see if you can get in earlier?

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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:18 PM
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Come out from hiding....it's a beautiful day (here it is, it should be there, too). Realize you are loved and have people here to lean on. Share the burden, let us carry it for a while!!
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:20 PM
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Come out from hiding....it's a beautiful day (here it is, it should be there, too). Realize you are loved and have people here to lean on. Share the burden, let us carry it for a while!!
Im trying. its hard to want to stay out of hiding. with a two week wait to see my T. and trying to come up with the money until we meet our deductible. just playing catch up right now. and almost want to say. nah. don t need T. not a bill i want to be paying.....i know stupid.

me
ps....its also my real mothers birthday. and shell be gone 6 years now. Half of me feels guilty for hating her and the fact that Im happy shes gone. the other half wishes today was over with already. after all I have a mother that loves me regardless now.
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:24 PM
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Not stupid, honey...realistic. When you scrape and scrounge and barely get by, things like self care tends to get put on the back burner because a payment to the t or pdoc won't keep the lights and heat on. I'm there with you. When you do go back to hiding, just know that when you peek your head out, we'll be here. Not staring at you in a creepy quit-looking-at-me kind of way , but sitting here waiting to be with you, to help you up, dust you off and buy you a sugar-free icecream!
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Thanks for this!
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 12:40 PM
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Hey thanks for that marci, mel.

Feels like im losing my grip lately. in an odd way. one little piece at a time.

Cant wait to see my T. I hate feeling this way with no way out. Just wanna be back in bed.

C
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Old Mar 17, 2009, 02:34 PM
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Thanks Fuzzy,

I appreciate YOU.......

now....quietly going back into hiding

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