It's my time

I'm BP, my moods swings are constant, sometimes they're short, sometimes longer, never predictable. Yes, I did post that I don't like them, they're frequent, sometimes many times a day, very hard to deal with. And yes I posted that I WAS in the abyss. I have RISEN!!! When I'm hypomanic it can be manifested as euphoric, therefore then I am happy. Right now I'm not really sure where I'm at but I'm not down anymore at all. I feel empowered!!! And that puts a smile on my face. I also feel power, strength and great anger all at the same time but not depression anymore.

You sweetie picked the right name for yourself because you are indeed a wise woman. You're right. I don't need a romantic relationship right now, I wasn't looking for one when it happened, it just did. I wasn't careful enough to be drawn into something that was not good for me. Now I work on me. I have therapy tomorrow and now I go with a whole new outlook on my life than I had several hours ago thanks to some wonderful sisters at this site.

IG, you're right. I'm not an empty person at all. I posted that while in a depressive and suicidal state. I have RISEN!!! Go to General for an explanation.