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Old Apr 10, 2009, 12:56 PM
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Im just here thats all- feeling lonely and hurt and having urges- i feel like it doesn't matter anymore never did. depressed and the tears are falling
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 01:16 PM
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 01:25 PM
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 01:45 PM
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too much ...stuck in this deep black hole i dont matter to any one i hate me im not good enough no one wants me around - just really depressed and urges - i just want the pain to stop i want to see something other than darkness- im taking my meds why wont it stop why doesnt it leave why why why - so many questions and no answers -
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 01:50 PM
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The depression is lying to you hunni...

You DO matter...
You ARE good enough...
We DO want here...
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 02:25 PM
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Know that there are people here who care about you and want to see you get through this. Be patient with the meds -- they take time to work, but when they do, the entire world is going to brighten and it's going to feel like you've been seeing everything in black and white then suddenly started seeing in colour. It just takes time, but we're here for you while you wait for the meds to kick in. You can get through this.
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 08:53 PM
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My dear friend, I am so sorry I wasn't able to be here for you today. You are so very much wanted here, we care about you so much. The struggle to continue is horribly hard, but you are strong and wonderful!!!
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Old Apr 10, 2009, 09:13 PM
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Old Apr 11, 2009, 05:33 AM
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this may sound weird.... but something in you is beautiful, at the very least you chose a beautiful screenname. I know a screen name doesnt seem like much but... it is part of how you express yourself, and I see a beautiful, worthwhile screen name.
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Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world.
Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

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