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Apr 11, 2009, 06:59 PM
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Right now, i feel like *****. i feel am worthless because i am always the clumsy one, the slow one, the one that does not deserved to be happy. i just want to disappear from this sadness. Sadness has become me and I dont know what is being happy anymore. Why me? why????? Why can't i be a normal 20 year-old enjoying life? Instead i am being consumed by this worthlessness. *tear and screaming out loud* I wish i could just sit by the corner of the room and scream and cry everything out of my system.
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Apr 11, 2009, 07:01 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((sadnessrose)))))))))))))))))))))
I've been there. I've felt the exact same things, had those thoughts almost word-for-word. It's the depression lying to you! You are NOT worthless and you DO deserve to be happy. Don't let it fool you into thinking otherwise. There is a light at the end of the tunnel, I promise. In the meantime, lots of hugs. 
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Apr 12, 2009, 04:47 AM
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*echoes justfloating*
I also know how you feel. I just turned 21. I feel worthless a LOT. But really, I'm not. It is hard for me to see that. Depression is a setback but it does NOT make you worthless. I'm not sure if you have a therapist, I haven't seen you mention it here before. But you might consider that or talking to a PDoc so that you can figure out exactly what is going on with you... at the very least, one thing I have learned is that getting feelings out is not just a good thing but ESSENTIAL to feeling better. It sounds like you have a TON of built up feelings held down inside. Find away to let them out. rant away, SCREAM (maybe into a pillow but do it!) even punching a pillow on a bed if there's anger, anything to let it out. sending many hugs and thinking of you
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Apr 13, 2009, 01:37 PM
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There is so much more for you to learn about yourself and about this world. Happy or sad, your voyage needs to continue for a lot longer. The sea is vast and you are very far away from the distant horizon. On this trip, some good things will happen, and this is for certain.
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