Dissociative disorders vs. Did

(((((((((((((((((((((( dawntreader ))))))))))))))))))))))))

we're here. i'm sorry it's been so hard recently. i really hope things calm down very soon.

i'm sorry. i've forgotten, are you in t? if so, is t aware and are you keeping close contact?

be safe, dear.

kd

Thanks kimmydawn, fairygirl, kathyanita, & RhysMadison. Still having trouble posting. My parts are alternating so rapidly, not the littlest ones thankfully.
No I`m not in t at the moment. Back-up t died Australia Day (late Jan). Partner of 39 years is supportive but has just been refused a lung transplant. Post-transplant I`m supposed to provide a low stress lifestyle for him. We have a 37 year old schizophrenic son. It can`t be done. Partner to be reassessed in 6 months. Feeling so guilty I can`t provide what either of them need.
My mother who always told me I was evil, deluded, a liar etc. lived with us until she was 96, died almost exactly 2 years ago. It`s been better since she died, until now.
I`m posting a couple of poems that help me a lot on that other forum, also pictures of my cats to the photos. It may take a few days given the way things are going.