T and I are working on this from all angles and have several options, plans etc.on my "sister" thing.

she is talking to insiders about their "stuff"
I don't even know where or who I am at the moment.
frantically trying to put out fires and keep everyone safe.
HAHAHA!!! I'm a single fire fighter putting on the "big one" in southern CA...
Do I let it just burn or call for phantom re-enforcements that may never even find me in the midst of the smoke and flame.......
One minute at a time
tool box is open and every tool is used or being used
just can't seem to find the right ones to fit....
Alone and not in a good place

[silentandscared]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((White iris))))))))))))))))))))))))

sitting right here with you.........the feelings of being lost and alone will pass..........each and every tool has its place and its purpose and you WILL find the right ones to use ..........keep taking one step, one moment at a time and know that we are standing with you as the battle rages on

lots of warm, safe hugs for any who need them

silentones

[turquoisesea]

I know this is a hard time for all of you.

Just remember YOU have control.. even if it doesn't seem like it. You can choose if you want to go, if you don't want to go... anything.

do your best, I wish I could help more, I'm here to talk, and thinking of you always

[Hunny]

White_Iris:

Your T suggested not meeting with the sister.

Maybe you need a bit more time to address the memories sweetie?

Hunny

Thanks everyone---yesterday was a rough day. Saw T today again.
One Marie is so terrified. T explained now time. Marie's not there yet.
H and I have a plan.
He is taking Thurs aft off and we will both go. He said he will sit away from us but close so R and I can visit. R will be bringing her jewelry that she crafts so it will be a good thing to talk about for awhile then we will take her to supper--me and H.
We all can deal with that.
It's just the working with Marie and Theresa and Naomi--tho Naomi seems to be doing ok with it--concerned tho cuz she hasn't said anything....has shut down.
Maybe in a way it will be good to see R as an adult not a 9-17 yr old.

[Hunny]

White_Iris:

Fingers and toes crossed and praying too.

Hunny

[multipixie9]

Sorry things are so difficult now. We have had times where it all seemed just too awful and hopeless.

BUT, things are getting better and the good times are staying longer and we are getting some healing and changing.

SO, things really can get better and I believe they will get better for you too. It's hard to wait, but things will improve if you just keep on keeping on and getting therapeutic help. Sending gentle hugs if you want them,

Leslie and Pixies

[Fuzzybear]

Thinking and sitting with you (((white-iris)))

[Eriksplus]

We're so sorry you are having a difficult time!
You are in our thoughts and prayers.
(Kay)Erik