hey it's cool vicki here again
just wonderin if anyone whose a teen alter wants to like talk or anything?
like i think it's like we need to sometimes.
don't got no one in real life to talk to and sometimes i'm tired of
watching the kids inside. like i want someones to like say hi to sometimes when i can bust out of the playroom and have my own time.
thinkin we can start like a thread or something where we can just post stuff
any body out there think they wanna talk or somethin??
from cooooooooool vicki

[Asylum Crew]

hi am Abbey am 15
what would you like to talk about
i like scene music and hollywood undead there cool
what kinda stuff do you like to do

Abbey

[Miracle1986]

Hi Vicki and Abbey
I'm Sarah. I'm 13.

[Eriksplus]

Hey, everone!
I'm Mimi, and I'm 19.
I'd love to chat--things are pretty rough here right now!
Just PM me whenever you're in the mood, K?
Mimi

[multipixie9]

Hi, I am Leah. I'm 15. I would like to talk, but I don't know if you will like me because I'm 15 from the 1970's. I don't listen to cool music from now and it's funny that some of the fashions now are versions of stuff we wore back then. Hippie fashions and Bohemian clothes and I totally HATE those stupid gladiator sandals. Leslie's real daughter wears them and they look so stupid. Ugly to the max.

I am up for PM's if anyone wants to talk privately about the crap we teens deal with in the systems - caught between the adults and the littles. It's a drag. See Ya, Cool Vicki

Hi to all you other teens, lets be heard around here! to the others. Don't freak out on me anyone, I'm just tired of being around all those littles. crayons and stuffies argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Leah

[Eriksplus]

Hey, I'm Jake.
I'm 16, along with my friends Racheal, Tobias, Marco, and Cassie.
We'd like to chat with all of the other teens here-the Eriks are kinda stealin' the show, lol. (can't blame them though-they hurt alot) So, PM us anytime, ok?
Jake

[Hunny]

teens

Thanks for posting, me, Wish here. Grown up Hunny (even though she has another name) wants me to be called "Wish Upon a Start, ugh. It's like she just doesn't get it.

Fianlly got to talk about some dumb mistakes she's made that I despised her for and she aplologized. But I can accept the apology, I just don't have to forgive her, yet, except yea, as T pointed out, I have made some doozie mistakes myself. No one's perfect. So, I probably will forgive her but now we have to communicate more. Tyring to keep this in my mind right now. At least we're talkin' so that neither of us has to get hurt by yellin' or silent treatment. . What? she says I can be comforted by her....eek. Maybe, what does that feel like? Anyways, that's all for now...seeya!

schmool, drool, spchpool...you can add one if you want...

Wish

cool you all!! it sucks bein a inside teen. hey maybe we can get together some time and chat like all the others do---like pick a day and time and have an insider chat time? dont know how that works or nothin tho
hmm--i gotta check it out....
gotta go cus stuffs goin on here and the H gotta use the 'puter--pooh
but i'll get back here soon k??
peace and love stuff like that
coooooooool vicki

[Hunny]

yeah, we are cool with evenings or nights.



Wish and the others

[Miracle1986]

I love the idea of an insider chat!!! Seein how's yesterday was my first time out EVER!!!!

Peace Out,
Sarah

[Eriksplus]

We love the idea, too!
Jake, Racheal, Marco, Cassie, Tobias, and Mimi

[multipixie9]

Hey All You Peoples! I can't actually remember all these new names but I'm glad to hear from you all. We will try to come to the chat if it is at night or evening or something. Uhh, we have someone inside trying to sandbag that idea and they are such freaks - they don't want to talk to anyone or do anything different. OMG what is the deal, you would think the whole of life was typing stuff on these threads and like chatting is brain surgery or something. How stupid is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????

ARGH!!!!!!! I am so sick of stinking limitations. I wanna do more and be more and they are holding me back all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sick of littles fears and bigs anger. What about me. I've been patient and I've helped out. So I need a turn now so get the hell out of my way. Lead, follow or get outta the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Umm, OK that was a little over the top. I don't usually yell or cuss - not in public hehe.

Do you ever feel like you are stuck in a play and nobody told you your lines???? Here I am suddenly on the stage and I need to do something but I don't know what it is. OMG drama drama drama....sigh. If boredom was a disease we'd be terminal in here.

I just realized there are two teens in here. I don't know what her name is, but I guess I better figure it out.

Leah and ? (i ain't no pixie!!!)

[Hunny]

Wish, Sweet 16 and the others agree...with the above, no wonder we're moody...

[blackbelt]

Originally Posted by white_iris

hey it's cool vicki here again
just wonderin if anyone whose a teen alter wants to like talk or anything?
like i think it's like we need to sometimes.
don't got no one in real life to talk to and sometimes i'm tired of
watching the kids inside. like i want someones to like say hi to sometimes when i can bust out of the playroom and have my own time.
thinkin we can start like a thread or something where we can just post stuff
any body out there think they wanna talk or somethin??
from cooooooooool vicki

hey im jaime i am 14... we have yahoo if you ever go on there... its surfs_up_fl i go on a lot in the later evening because we work a little late but sometimes on during the day and stuff too.

me

Originally Posted by multipixie9

Hey All You Peoples! I can't actually remember all these new names but I'm glad to hear from you all. We will try to come to the chat if it is at night or evening or something. Uhh, we have someone inside trying to sandbag that idea and they are such freaks - they don't want to talk to anyone or do anything different. OMG what is the deal, you would think the whole of life was typing stuff on these threads and like chatting is brain surgery or something. How stupid is that!!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????????????

ARGH!!!!!!! I am so sick of stinking limitations. I wanna do more and be more and they are holding me back all the time!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so sick of littles fears and bigs anger. What about me. I've been patient and I've helped out. So I need a turn now so get the hell out of my way. Lead, follow or get outta the way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Umm, OK that was a little over the top. I don't usually yell or cuss - not in public hehe.

Do you ever feel like you are stuck in a play and nobody told you your lines???? Here I am suddenly on the stage and I need to do something but I don't know what it is. OMG drama drama drama....sigh. If boredom was a disease we'd be terminal in here.

I just realized there are two teens in here. I don't know what her name is, but I guess I better figure it out.

Leah and ? (i ain't no pixie!!!)

I LOVE that! "i ain't no pixie" ....
OK I got brave so here I am. I'm Raven , 16 and full of hell (most of the time) but can be serious and sensitive, but I try to hide that stupid part of me.
YES! I am stuck in a play in an old bags body with all these adults bossing me around , telling me what's appropriate or not. I hate that! The good part is, I can sort of break free at times . It's like a horse escaping from the corral.
I would love to talk to other "teens" Cool beans!
Raven

[KitCat9578]

Hi everyone

I'm Cyanne (sigh-ann), I'm 12.

I'm not really good with advice, but I'm a good listener lol

I like video taping, taking pictures, editing pictures and videos, singing (but I'm really shy... even though I plan on singing in a band with my friends lol), listening to music, and sleeping

[multipixie9]

hi again people's, we are really glad you are writing in the thread.

somebody needs to see us. we are the overlooked ones - at least in our system we are. we don't really raise hell, that was mostly a bluff. BUT WE'D LIKE TO GET SOME ATTENTION. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

we hate being stuck in her older body. it's gross and it doesn't feel like my body. who stole my life?????????????? I feel ripped off and angry and like my life is gonna be over before i can live it if some things don't change.

i don't know who i'm gona be when i grow up. if something doesn't change i'll be too old to do what i want to do when i grow up. i'll be some old geezer. i haven't gotten to be YOUNG yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't mean to just be ugly to leslie. she didn't do this to me on purpose. stress from all this tore her up and she used food to comfort herself a lot and now she needs two new knees OMG argh!!!!!

i feel like screaming so loud the windows will shatter.

i'm not stupid, crummy or evil. i just wana have something good to live for, not just hiding and staying safe at all costs. where's the fun in that????????????????????

tell me we aren't the only ones who feel like this, are we??

leah and d.q. (stands for drama queen =) it's a tuff job but somebody's gotta do it.

[Hunny]

d.q.

"somebody needs to see us. we are the overlooked ones - at least in our system we are. we don't really raise hell, that was mostly a bluff. BUT WE'D LIKE TO GET SOME ATTENTION. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!"

This is us but in T we got the whole session last time, just about, and the t let us be creative and we did some of our dancing (barely) that we used to cope with. We did contemporary dance.

"we hate being stuck in her older body. it's gross and it doesn't feel like my body. who stole my life?????????????? I feel ripped off and angry and like my life is gonna be over before i can live it if some things don't change."

i don't know who i'm gona be when i grow up. if something doesn't change i'll be too old to do what i want to do when i grow up. i'll be some old geezer. i haven't gotten to be YOUNG yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

All of this, YES, we feel the same as this. We are telling all this in t lately, to try and get the point across to her to get up and do some activity to get her/our shape back. We are disgusted but we tried to tell her, we'll help her get her size down but she has to get up and move. We are trying to fulfill our dreams but it takes soooooo long. We are supposed to take two more courses this month. Just makes us mad that we are having to live our teens out in this body. We are finding our 'direction' but we look at the older ones elsewhere and see they have met theirs and are retiring and we are only launching . We will be like Grandma Moses, which will be okay in a way 'cause we love art!!!!

"i don't mean to just be ugly to leslie. she didn't do this to me on purpose. stress from all this tore her up and she used food to comfort herself a lot and now she needs two new knees OMG argh!!!!!"

We are trying to be kind to her but she is pretty old and we just don't get her stuckness. So she did a bit more for us this week and she keeps asking why she can't just be a grandma like other grandmas? *sigh* So, we are trying to understand her and forgive her for her mistakes but we aren't ready to be comforted by her yet. bleah!

"i feel like screaming so loud the windows will shatter."

Wait for us we'd like to hear a few s h a t t e r ourselves. We'll be listening for it. Maybe it comes from our having to stay in the house looking out windows and not being able to get away from all of them. I'd say lets get out of this place. Go for a drive in the country and play the music really loud with all the windows down so the wind blows our hair all around.

"i'm not stupid, crummy or evil. i just wana have something good to live for, not just hiding and staying safe at all costs. where's the fun in that????????????????????"

tell me we aren't the only ones who feel like this, are we??"


NOPE! We feel just the same at times but have really appreciated that in t the last few times we've been able to 'scream' sort of. We especially appreciated T being creative to let us dance (sort of, because she couldn't move her legs too much). By end of session we were moving our upper body with old dance moves. It was way cool!!!!!

we luv your name b/c at our house 'dq' stands for Dairy Queen too. we hope you can get outside or maybe that's not cool for you but something that makes you happy today, dq.

Wish, Sweet 16
and the others

[DLHsSystm]

yea, I get tired of "babysitting" the others. I didn't used to have to do that, not my job until I got heavy into therapy but although I don't like therapy that much I like Mary my therapist and I like to talk to her. She likes me and listens to me and understands that sometimes I need somebody to tell me I am important and doing good.

I think we should try and have a chat...but I think it should be for 13 and up, well because some of the littles are just too little to talk about the stuff I want to talk about.

I am so glad wi thought of this topic for a thread.

Mia

cooooool vicki here again

wow and wow again!!! i thot i was the only one who had these thots and stuff goin on in my head!!!!!!!

wish and her teens and d.q. and hers said alot of cool things
and i hear ya mia--i gets the babysittin job--it's not bad but i done that all my life--in my time and now time (inside littles). i'm good at it no doubt but like can i just have a life???

seems like lots of us just wanna talk and like be US and our bigs don't always hear that....mines better---she lets me post here and stuff...

it's the hating the old body we get to live in now--crap that sucks big time!!! not sayin i was ever beautiful of anythin actually i think i'm not but least i dont look like this--inside i am pretty cool with a mix of hippie and goth goin on. like the hippie stuff soooo coool. i really love that it's comin back in. gotta get me some stuff!!!!!

maybe after the 4th of july we can get a chat goin or somthin. like just us teens talk. its just so cool to me that we all gots stuff in common....blows my mind really cuz i been thinkin i'm all alone with my thots.

keep posting k? it's just neet feelin connected to others like me....

cooooool vicki

[Eriksplus]

Hello, everyone.
I'm Charles, (Kay)Erik's son. I am 16, but am a bit old for my age.
I hope that dosen't make me sound bad to any of you, because I would like to get to know other teens here, and a chat sounds nice.
I was 16 in 1897, after all!
Charles

[multipixie9]

Hi Again,

Sorry this will just be short because we are falling asleep tired after a fuller than usual day. Thanks for all the sharing you all did. D Q does stand for dairy queen for sure and yum that sounds good right now. Most of the time we are not even that much of a drama queen, but when we finally get to talk it is so good to just let go and say whatever I wish to say.

You know I know someone wants to keep this group, when we chat, for 13 and up. I seem to remember someone 13 spoke up. I hate to exclude her. Sadly, no matter how graphic our discussion gets I'm pretty sure she will be in the know already. I doubt she was allowed to keep the kind of innocense you are wanting to protect. I think I would maybe say anyone under 12. Feel free to speak up if you all see it differently. I just don't want to exclude someone who maybe needs a chance to be with others. It is one of the many things that makes me angry about the abusers I encountered - they ruthlessly stripped away innocence and "all things bright and beautiful".

I'm really glad so many of us spoke up. This was a fabulous idea Cool Vicki!!!!! Keep on talking anyone who wishes to be heard. bye,

Leah and DQ

hey evry1, thinkin that cuz we nevr had a voice before that
keepin the chat to a certain age is not too cool.
teens start at 13 and up.....right?
like i'm a slider from 13-15 and just cuz i'm a young teen i'd hate
to be left out cuz sometimes i got lots i wanna talk about.
naomi's like 17-18....an marie is 13
don't think ther'd be anythin said we don't know or heard or stuff like that.
but thinkin that we could do more social talk till we all get to know each other.....
dont know--dont want no one to be upset or nothin

cooooooooool vicki

Originally Posted by white_iris

hey evry1, thinkin that cuz we nevr had a voice before that
keepin the chat to a certain age is not too cool.
teens start at 13 and up.....right?
like i'm a slider from 13-15 and just cuz i'm a young teen i'd hate
to be left out cuz sometimes i got lots i wanna talk about.
naomi's like 17-18....an marie is 13
don't think ther'd be anythin said we don't know or heard or stuff like that.
but thinkin that we could do more social talk till we all get to know each other.....
dont know--dont want no one to be upset or nothin

cooooooooool vicki

I like that idea also, cause we have sliders or age shifters too.

[January]

I think your idea about a chat for folks your age is wonderful. If you would like, we can create a community chat for you to hold each week. Another idea is that one of you can create a chat room and all of you could meet there. You could create a password for the room so it's a private one, if you wish.

If I or anyone else on the mod/admin team can help you, please just let us know.

Jan