[krazy_phoenix]

I don't know who I am. Where am I? I get lost in my house. I'm tired. I'm scared. I don't want to be scared. My life is falling apart. My family are breaking under the strain. I don't know if we'll make it, if I will make it. I don't know anything any more. I'm so confused. Nothing makes sense. People talk to me and I see their lips moving but I don't understand what they're saying, like they're speaking another language. I look at the tv but I don't see the program or whats being said. I can't hear or feel my children. I am so empty I don't even miss them right now. I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster even though I'm sitting still, my stomach keeps lurching. I can't talk to my husband anymore. I think I'm loosing him, loosing my family, loosing it all. I don't remember. I must be asleep. It feels like a dream. A nightmare. Dear God, I want to wake up now. I want to feel my life, I want to be the one who lives in this body, just me, no rooms, just mine. I don't remember. Will this ever end.

[Eriksplus]

Phoenix-
I have felt this way many times before. The most important thing to learn when you feel this way is though it may not feel like it now, this time of pain and suffering WILL end, and there will be nothing but peace and happiness after this rough time.
I wish you all the best and am sending you hugs and support if they are wanted.
(Webber)Erik