just saying hi

Porcelain_doll_2004 · Jul 25, 2009, 09:04 AM

I am finally starting to just say I need to post and get the fear over. I have feared this fourm for a long time now. I have wanted to post so bad and try to talk to people that understand. Some things happened in my past that made me fear this fourm. I am trying right now to face that fear. I have read a lot of the posts and have wanted to respond back, but always talked myself out of it.

I have let a few of my others post in the garden and they have been welcomed. And people in chat have been great with eveyone in my system. I was Dxed a little over a year ago so this is all still new to me.

Yet I am sooo afraid of posting here for some reason. I am not going to take up much time.

I am just saying hi. I have others and they still scare me I don't know how to deal with them most of the time. I am scared when they come out because I don't know what happens and I don't know what to do.

I have a T and she is helping me understand that they are there and that I can't just wish them away.

I am still scared about all of this.

Sorry for babbling for so long.

Just saying hi.

pegasus · Jul 25, 2009, 09:35 AM

((((((((( Porcelain doll ))))))))))))

You are very welcome here! You have taken a big step. It's a great forum and everyone is so supportive and understanding. I hope you will post more when you feel able.

Jul 25, 2009, 11:38 AM

Bigs HUGS

for you!!!
You are welcome here. So glad you came

wanttoheal · Jul 25, 2009, 11:45 AM

(((((((((((((Doll))))))))))))))) It takes courage to overcome fears. Good job working toward that. We're glad you are here and look forward to hearing more from you.

bipolar_bear · Jul 25, 2009, 12:16 PM

((((((((((((((((((((Porcelain Doll)))))))))))))))))) Welcome to the forum. It was a huge step to post. Looking forward to getting to know you.

BB

Miracle1986 · Jul 25, 2009, 12:26 PM

(((((Doll)))))
You made it!!!!!
I am soooo proud of you!!!!

Fuzzybear · Jul 25, 2009, 12:29 PM

I'm glad you made it here,
I'm proud of you for overcoming your fear

multipixie9 · Jul 25, 2009, 01:21 PM

Hi to you too, Doll

Fear is such a miserable thing. Good for you taking a brave step here. I am glad you did. You are wanted here.

I remember fearing and being mad at my others and not wanting to be open to them. It took some time, but now I love and respect my insiders for helping save my life as a small child on up into adult life.

Come when you want, you ARE welcome here.

Leslie, Pixies and Teens

Eriksplus · Jul 25, 2009, 01:55 PM

((((((((((((((Doll)))))))))))))))))))
We are VERY proud of you! You are so brave and wonderful!!
keep it up, dear friend!!
(Yeston)Erik

Elysium · Jul 25, 2009, 06:02 PM

Miss Doll....

I too am proud of you for making it to DD forum. Just remember, you are always welcome here. Post when you want, if you want, and if you don't that's okay too. It's about what feels right for you!!

I think you will find a lot of support here in this forum!! You took a big step with reaching out and posting. Take your time and try and acknowledge and enjoy the progress you've made.

Also remember...it's natural for our insiders to be fearful. That is why our minds created them...to protect us from the big scary things we had no control over when we were younger/more vulnerable. Here, you will learn that it is okay to be vulnerable in DD forum and that you and your insiders will be safe. And here, you do have control. You say when, and you say how much is right for you. If you need a break...it's always okay to take one.

I hope you will keep posting here and that you will eventually feel comfortable sharing. Just be patient with yourself.

Will talk with you later!!