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Old Aug 08, 2009, 11:57 PM
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Uummm...

I don't know why I'm posting this.

Someone wants us to, but we're not sure who.

This is the video that we made after some of our insiders introduced themselves to us; when we first ever became consciously aware that we had insiders. It was a very scary time, and we thought we were crazy. They wouldn't tell us their names, well...they told us two, but it took a couple days for them to feel comfortable enough to tell us some of the rest. And even after a couple days, there were a few of them that were hiding. We aren't sure, but there may still be some hiding. It was a very noisy time in our head. We were so scared!! We still are!!!

We didn't know how to talk with T about it. We were afraid she would lock us up. We were afraid she would laugh. We were afraid she would get angry, and we were afraid she'd tell us she didn't want to see us anymore cause we were too crazy.

So we made this video for her and we told her about it at the end of session so we wouldn't have to talk about it. We gave it to her and asked if she would watch it later. She said yes. We were terrified of going back to T's the next week!!!

Anyway...we know that you all are probably interested in seeing the video (sorry...we don't mean that in a snotty way), but we need to warn you all. It is almost 20 minutes long...and it might be very triggering for some of you so please take good care of yourselves and only watch if you feel like you are in a strong enough place. There are some graphic pics in this video...and sad pics too.

It is not the best quality video either. None of us had ever made a video on the computer before and we didn't know how to fix some of the pictures.

We understand if you don't want to watch it, or if you decide to turn it off. It is more important that you keep yourselves safe than watch this video.

If this video bothers anyone, it is okay for mods/admin to take it down.

We are sorry....

(TRIGGER WARNING) WATCH WITH CARE!!!!!!!!!!


http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...51#post1100751
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 12:42 AM
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(((Elysium))) & (((All)))

We watched it because we wanted to. Each one of yours seems similar to mine. It is beautiful & tragic and full of talent.
We think you all are very brave.
Thanks for this!
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 12:49 AM
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TY for watching Calista......((((())))) for you if it's okay!!

It's scary to have this video up...but there is something freeing about it too.

See ya,

Tosh
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 01:12 AM
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((((((((((((((((((Elysium)))))))))))))))))))) Thank you so much for sharing you through your video with us. It is beautiful, sad and touching. It is a very brave thing to do. To all of you with all your beauty.

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Old Aug 09, 2009, 03:35 AM
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wow, i haven't watched it but i am so impressed you'd post this. you are very strong and brave.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 04:02 AM
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what an amazing person you are.....................so brave to post this!!!!
An amazing, beautiful...............terribly tragic video. Describing the hurt the pain and torments of you all.

Much love and healing to you all.......................your an inspiration

hugs if ok

silentones xxxx
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 04:33 AM
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(((((((((((((((((((Elysium)))))))))))))))) Thank you for sharing that with us. You are very brave.
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 06:05 AM
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((((((THANK YOU for sharing))))))
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 12:27 PM
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Couldn't watch right now but I think you are very brave to share your video with us
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 03:53 PM
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No words can express how we feel about you posting this, but we thank you from the bottem of our hearts! We could in one way or another identify with all of you! It was the most beautiful, touching, haunting thing we have seen in along time! Thank you all again so much!
(Kay)Erik
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Old Aug 09, 2009, 04:29 PM
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(((((((((((((((Elysium))))))))))))))))

Thanks for sharing your video. It was very beautiful and you are very brave.
Thanks for this!
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Old Aug 10, 2009, 01:47 AM
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We don't feel brave.... We feel scared!!!

We feel like let to much out!!! We leave it cuz Tosh says it's okay and the bigs say it's okay too.

We sorry we hurt anyones feelings. We glad somes watched it.

We okay...but we scared and we go hides now....

Chrissy
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Old Aug 10, 2009, 11:16 AM
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(((((Elysium and all)))))
Beautifully haunting!!!
Thank you for having the
courage to share it with us.

Love,
Karen
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Old Aug 10, 2009, 11:55 AM
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lots of kudos to all of ya, elysium. you are brave even if you feel scared, because you let it stay. it takes a lot to be able to still keep it up.

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