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Old Aug 16, 2009, 11:39 PM
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I know I don't post here much but I decided to try it. I know many people have been wondering how I really am doing. That question is really a moment by moment question. I go from being fine to totally freaking out. I have been very stressed and am having a lot of issues dealing with everything. I am afraid to ask for support so this is the best go at it I have.

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Many know and have met some of my alters, I have been hiding this for a long time, I was Dxed over a year ago and I have not wanted to accept this all. I am starting to realize that they are not going to go away. I am feeling very lonely even when my head is very loud. Things have been really bad for me right now with the sleeping issues and the stress. I am losing a lot of time and am not knowing how to deal with this. I am afraid of showing it in chat, if I start to freak out at all I leave and make my own room so no one has to see of has to deal with me or other parts of me.

I am not trying to complain but just have a lot on my mind, I have been wanting to write this all for a while and this is all just the highlights with things, there is still a lot more to each one of these. Thanks for listening/reading all of this.
I hope I have not caused too many issues, or been too annoying with this all. There is so much more I want to say but don’t want to ramble your ears off.
Thanks again for listening/reading. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas PLEASE let me know.
To read the full post about everything here is the link:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showthread.php?t=110740
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Old Aug 16, 2009, 11:45 PM
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We're very proud of you for posting this, my dear!!!!!
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Old Aug 19, 2009, 06:23 PM
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Hi Doll,

We don't know each other, but I share the DX and relate to the issues you mention. Many people here must also relate and would be glad to listen to you speak or vent or share. I also share the sense of "embarrassment/ shame/reluctance" to put my stuff out here and perhaps bum people out or run them off. It really hasn't been that way for me or anyone I know of. People are just kind and patient here because they know how it feels to be in pain and confusion. It bites.

I have never once been treated unkindly over what I have written on this forum. We are not all perfect or something, but most of us are sympathetic due to our own pain. It takes bravery to put it out here, but it is worth it.

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Thanks for this!
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Old Aug 19, 2009, 07:06 PM
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I am so proud of you for posting!
If you ever need me... you know where I am!!
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