Non-functioning basket case

I know how it feels to make yourself sick w/ worry & stress. I used to be sick so much when I was younger. I had told my mom that I wouldn't be surprised if I had a heart attack at age 20. Fortunately, I never did.
If you can find something that's enjoyable & just do it. Don't fret over chores that need to get done. Go read a book, take a walk, do a puzzle... I have to put in my To Do list to relax otherwise I feel 1- I don't deserve it & 2- I don't have time (when there's house chores to be done). But I found out you have to make time.
I hope you feel better soon. Keep posting here.
Love,
RhysMadison

Monty,
For a non-functioning basket case you're doing an amazing job hon! I am in agreement with RhysMadison about scheduling in fun/soothing things along with the required stuff. Make the time for the pleasant in addition to the necessary.

Calling you T today is a fabulous idea. Not staying a whole day at work either is a gread idea. You're wise to take these steps for your stability when you're feeling as you do.

Good job and we're all here in support. (I so wish I could remove the physical ickies from what you deal with....just makes everything seem so much worse through the lens of being sick)

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Man, I feel for you....I've been having a lot of the same feelings as of late....but YOU DO KNOW...you need lots of and and

Please e-mail me or PM me if you feel like blowing off some steam or just blathering; OPEN 24/7 for my girl!

Just me....w/((((((((((((hugs!!)))))))))))))))))
DAYZEE...aka: laura

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Call him & send me the damn bill!! (Sorry, coming on a little too hard )

Talk therapy is the best thing since sliced bread, ya know!

((((((((w/ and *hugs*))))))))))))))DAYZEE9/Laura

(((((((monty_girl)))))))
You are so brave to try to integrate all of you. The functioning will come back slowly I think. I would be far too afraid to attempt integration of my littles, I don`t want to know what they had to forget.

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no need in sending you the bill DayZee, T doesn't charge me for phone calls. I can even call him at home if I need to.
I've taken everyone's advice and just took a few steps back and did stuff for me. Slept a lot and played with the cats. Being with my cats makes me really happy.
I hope one day I can function like I want to be able too. Get so frustrated because I think I should be able to do certain things and I can't. I switch, I get confused, I can physically sick. Hate myself for being like this. I could of been so much more.