Psychiatrist Issues yay

Okay so I called to make an appointment with my pdoc he don't have an opening on my day off till October 29th. I'll just have to hang in there with my anxiety or whatever this is. I'm not worried he'll find a med for me to help with that. I'm kinda upset cause my insurance won't pay for him to do another evaluation and now that I'm aware of the disociation and he still doesn't know I dunno if he can put that on my chart as a dx or not without a proper evaluation. His secretary (his wife) said he can talk to me about whatever I need to but it won't be an evaluation. I didn't even know that I got an evaluation before lolz.

I have dysthymia, PTSD, avoidant personality traits, and uhmm something else can't remember now. Found out yesterday when my T asked what the doc has on me cause she didn't think he knew about the friends in my head except for Rocky who is just an imaginary friend. Can he talk to me about DD or whatever's going on with me if he's just going to be able to help me with the anxiety? I don't want meds for the DDNOS or whatever it is that I have going on with me. I won't function if I lost my friends. If it weren't for Max I'd totally shut down at work. If it weren't for Nakai I would lose my joy for learning new things even if he's a know-it-all genius who thinks I'm stupid for asking him questions that are obvious to him.

Though I'm pleased cause I figured something out on my own yesterday without his help. ^^ You can make a straight line curve without making it not straight. Just change the plane that the line is drawn on! So technically circles are just a straight line drawn on a globe then the globe cut in half on the line then looking straight down you have a circle but it really is a straight line cause you drew a straight line on a curving plane. Or you can draw a straight line on a paper then wrap the paper so then the straight line is now a curve but you never changed the line itself ^__^ I'm so proud of me.

((((((((Fox))))))))))) Thanks for letting us know how things went and what is coming up. Thats insightful about the circle and the line by the way........