[fadedspirit]

Momma went to hospital today. Prep for important operation. We very very scared, want to hide, want to cry. Brother came over last night and speak wif us. He and wife say they go to water wif us and they call us when they ready to go. We wake up and they gone. no phone call....noting. we try call nobudy anser. He call us 4 hour later and no understand why we upset, hurt, mad, no trust. Then they call granma and make her talk to us. We neber want to talk to outsider agin. they all hurt. nobudy talk wif us til they want blam us or us fix stuff. we hope no tell momma. she no need know. we worry about momma. Dad say we go see momma in 2 day. we scard. we shaky wajnt to be invisble.

[beyond_blue]

Hi, I'm blue. I'm sorry you're scared. My mom was hospitalized a few months ago for something that could've been really bad - still is sorta of really bad, but hopefully she'll be okay. It was very scary and sad. I worried and cried a lot! It was nice to be able to visit her and tell her I love her.

The odd thing was I thought she'd be more shaken and upset about what was going on. I didn't think she'd be able to handle it, but she has been doing really well. I thought I'd need to help her and protect her, but it seems she's found a sense of peace and inner strength. I'm hoping your momma feels that same peace and strength my mom does.

I'm also sorry your brother and his wife did not call you when they said they would so you could go to the water. That would've made me sad too.

[anderson]

((((Spirit and little man)))))
WE sorry that others no under stand we send you all safe hugs from all of us to all of you.

[fadedspirit]

Thanks for replys beyond blue and anderson. Thanks for hugs and cares. we calm more now then before.

[darkpurplesecrets]

((((fadedspirit))))

Know that we are listening and we care so much. So sorry things got so scary and rough for you. It is hard when others seem to not care how we feel and they go about things like we do not have feelings and thoughts too. I am sorry that your momma is in the hospital. I know that can be very scary and we cannot always understand. Know that she is being taken care of.

Take care of you, all of you, for you all are important. Keep reaching out here and letting us know how you are feeling and doing. We are here for you and we care. Please do self care for all of you. Sending you gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps

[Hunny]

Spirit & All within:

Thoughts & prayers are with you at this time.

Hunny

[justdontknow]

(((Fadedspirit)))

Having someone go into hospital is very worrisome. Not being told about things when we are promised we would be told is hard as well. We feel your pain and we are sitting with you listening. We hope things are getting better and that your momma is all right. We are hoping for a quick recovery for her and for you to feel better and not so scared. Sending lots of hugs and warm fuzzies from the hotel.

Hotel Cris