[Lillyleaf]

Have you had one of those days were everything seems to go wrong? Not wrong as in just a bunch of little things, But wrong as in everything makes you feel bad. People laughing, people crying, the math problem, even your friends? Just nothing seems to make you happy. I know it sounds silly to point this out bu ti tis how I feel today. It wasnt at all a inperticuly bad day. Things did go well. NOthing big and bad happened. It is just everything made me feel bad. All day I just wanted to cry, but of corse I cant do that at school. Even dissoceating into someone else doesnt help. There happyness doesnt make me feel my normal bliss of fake happyness. I dont know why I am telling you this. But to end it today I was tierd and sad. How can I make my self happy? How soon with this sadness go away? How do I keep others from knowing? Or how do I let them know? I guess how do I share to everyone that I am sad?

I know that when people are sad they cry, and vent. But I dont have anything really to vent about. Nothing big and bad. Nothing that will make or help them understand. How do I even show my self that I am sad? I know that is this feeling I am feeling, but I cant seem to show it. And I need to. It is like having a bottle that is going to exsplode, but you dont have a way of letting it out.

Just my thoughts.

Thanks for listening.
Your's truely,

~Firefly

[Eriksplus]

Originally Posted by Lillyleaf

Have you had one of those days were everything seems to go wrong? Not wrong as in just a bunch of little things, But wrong as in everything makes you feel bad. People laughing, people crying, the math problem, even your friends? Just nothing seems to make you happy. I know it sounds silly to point this out bu ti tis how I feel today. It wasnt at all a inperticuly bad day. Things did go well. NOthing big and bad happened. It is just everything made me feel bad. All day I just wanted to cry, but of corse I cant do that at school. Even dissoceating into someone else doesnt help. There happyness doesnt make me feel my normal bliss of fake happyness. I dont know why I am telling you this. But to end it today I was tierd and sad. How can I make my self happy? How soon with this sadness go away? How do I keep others from knowing? Or how do I let them know? I guess how do I share to everyone that I am sad?

I know that when people are sad they cry, and vent. But I dont have anything really to vent about. Nothing big and bad. Nothing that will make or help them understand. How do I even show my self that I am sad? I know that is this feeling I am feeling, but I cant seem to show it. And I need to. It is like having a bottle that is going to exsplode, but you dont have a way of letting it out.

Just my thoughts.

Thanks for listening.
Your's truely,

~Firefly

Yes we have.....we're so sorry you're in pain....
(Yeston)Christine

[invisigirl]

I know how you feel. I have felt that way myself a lot lately. It is hard to be in that depressed mood and not be able to pinpoint any cause or contributor to why you are feeling that way.

My husband has been asking me a lot the past few days 'what's wrong?' and says it seems like there is something really bothering or upsetting me. But I just feel foggy and sort of in a daze, and sad. And I have no idea why. I have no clue how to talk about 'what's wrong' when I don't even know what it is.