People dont like me. Sorry. I want people to like me but I can't be good all the time and then if I am bad once they don't like me any more. I'm scared cos when I am bad nobody will like me.
elsie

((((((((((elsie))))))))
doesn't matter if you think you're bad, we're still gonna like you anyway!!!
i still like Vicki even when she does something that could be hurtful to us. then we try to help her and make her feel safe so she won't feel scared. you could talk to us so we can help you feel safe too.
w_i, Vicki, deedee and Big deedee still trying to find a name and anyone else here

No, you got it wrong

You shouldn't likeme.

Nothing can make me feel safe. Likt the Mother I am scared that when people get to know me they will hate me. They always do. I shouldn't be posting like this but she made me. I can't let you know about me or get lose to me cos you will hate me if you do - people always hate me when they see what I am like. Please don't try to get to know me.
elsie

[shadowdancer]

we are not going to hate you, elsie. and we are going to get to know you because you are a valuable and worthy human being and we care about you. please don't be sad. i am here. ((((((((((((elsie))))))))))))

-shadow

No!
Don't
I don't want you to.
You mustn't
If you know me you will hate me.
So go away andonly know me a little bit that is safe.
elsie

[shadowdancer]

i will know you as much as you will let me know you. but i am safe. and you are safe with me. i will never hate you elsie. there is nothing about you to hate. i am here and i'm staying.

(((((((elsie))))))

-shadow

NNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Don't say that
I am never safe
I am hateful

[allthegirls6]

we would all kinda like to stay around you too. You are very good to talk to and I would like to get to know you real well. Im not really wanting to go away if thats OK.

All the girls
x ( )

Elsie
I don't think you could be any worse than me. I'm not safe either, and I am pretty hateful myself. I hurt people and I hurt myself sometimes. I've done stuff that if you or anyone knew about, I think that no one would want to get near me. I really hate myself most of the time and I take it out on every one else and either hurt them or me. So I don't want anyone to know me either.
BUT--I'm not happy this way. I think you post because you really want people to hear what you say. Just like me. I am afraid to tell stuff, really afraid. But I tell stuff and no one tells me to go away and no one hates me.
You can pm me and tell me stuff, just put "to Vicki" in the subj. and w_i won't read it. Just me.
Vicki

You are nice but I am scared.
I don't want you to go away but I know that if you get to know me well you won't like me.
It's scary.
elsie

Vicki
I'm sorry you feel a bit like me.

Yes, I want people to hear me. I want them to hear they should not get too close. Although I want to get close to people I know it is not safe.
Thank you for the pm offer.
elsie