i don't want this to end...

i've been doing so good for the last several days. the only thing that i can think of that brought this about was...the time with the internal child, and continuing to try to give it.

thing is, i know i'm going back to t tomorrow and have to discuss more yuck again. worried i won't be able to pull back again...like i've been doing for a while. it scares me. i'm not too eager to give this up.

however, i'm going to try to give time after therapy to whoever needs it. i don't know how i will, but i'm going to try and see where it goes from there. i can't stay in ugly places with ugly feelings 24/7.

so, please wish me luck and hope with me that giving time will work, and that upset insiders can "look at today with me" will help us to be ok when t is hard for them/me? today is pretty good.

thank you

kd

{{{{{ Kimmy }}}}}

Wishing you the best of luck, good wishes, peace and healing.

Petunia

thank you (((((((((((petunia))))))))))) i've been in the darkness for too long now and it was winning in its battle. it's very scary to know that i'm willingly walking back there...

it's time.

kd

thank you ((((((((((((((((((susan))))))))))))))))))))

it's good to know

kd

((((((((((((((((((((good luck kimmy))))))))))))))))))))))))

Iris

thank you ((((((((((((audrey))))))))))))))

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wishing you all the best and sending you lots of warm thoughts and HUGS
take care

{{{{{{{Kimmy}}}}}}}}} good luck

thank you (((((((((((((((hope))))))))))))))))

thank you ((((((((((((((((((((gem))))))))))))))))))))

(((((((((((((((((kimmy)))))))))))))))
you are very strong and brave. you are gaining such insight and it seems like you are cherishing your insiders. i admire you.
w_i

(((((((((((((kd))))))))))))))

i'm sending you good luck, positive thoughts, happy vibes, everything good that i can possibly think of. i think you are very brave and i admire you for all the hard work you're doing. you are in my thoughts and in my prayers. take care and stay safe.

-shadow