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Old Oct 31, 2010, 06:54 PM
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I cannot stand this time of year. The memories still haunt me and nothing seems to overpower them this time of year. I hardly slept last night...screams inside pierced my soul. I remember the white van, the white robes, the little ones...I hate that I lived.

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Old Oct 31, 2010, 09:32 PM
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((((((((((((((((((silentwhisper)))))))))))))))))))))) I am sorry you are hurting so much. I am glad you have found us. Know that you are cared for here and there are those around you during these hard times. I am so sorry you are struggling.

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Old Nov 01, 2010, 10:49 AM
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you do not deserve that pain. i believe you can get through this, and know that you are not alone in this journey. there are many of us here supporting you along the way. i am sending you positive thoughts and healing energy.
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Old Nov 01, 2010, 12:52 PM
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I'm so sorry...
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Old Nov 01, 2010, 04:43 PM
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silentwhisper, we hate this time of year too. It's really rough on all of us. We're sorry you're struggling. Just know we're fighting alongside you, if that helps. ~Gr3tta
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Old Nov 01, 2010, 09:01 PM
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Thanks, everyone, for the support. We made it through the worst days...at least physically. I am more than a little concerned as my mind seems somewhere, somewhen else completely. Right now I have no face-to-face person to talk with about the DID stuff...and really few online too. Thing is I cannot articulate what is going on inside. It is like I do not have the language for it. I don't even understand it as the host but I feel it deeply.
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Old Nov 04, 2010, 12:47 AM
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