[Kathyanita]

I took a new name here. An abuser that we've avoided contact with for over ten years has tried to contact us by because she recognized our daughter on another site for artists. Thatsites host forwarded an email message to her naming me in it.
My previous screen name was my name - so its gone now. I'm gone now. It looks like my poetry in cc is not mine. Stripped of an identity again by being stripped of my name again. Just plain stripped again. To the bare bones.
Please dont refer to the old name in the forums but in pm I will tell who I am if I can be sure you are someone Ive spoken to before. Im watching in case someone here turns out to be her waiting for the moment to pounce.

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((((((nevada))))))))))))))))) I'm so sorry. I hope you feel safe again soon. Please take care.

[Kathyanita]

thank you. we know you are for real. whatever we lack in safety we make up for in nerve. theres already a new "poem" about what got triggered back to memory by her finding my daughter.

[wanttoheal]

Thank you for knowing I am real. Understand making up for in nerve. We do what we have to do to keep safe. No matter what. take care

[nothemama8]

Know that you are safe with me and the girls, ((((((Nevada)))))))
Angie

[Kathyanita]

yes, we know you all, some, enough. . . thanks

[kimmydawn]

((((((((((((nevada))))))))))))))

whatever you need to do for safety, please do! just always remember how cared about you are. i know that's hard sometimes, but here you are MORE than cared for.

kd

[Zorah]

(((((Nevada)))))
Promise no threat from any of us.
Do whatever you must to stay safe.

You are an inspiration in so many ways to me-- I'm so sorry this has happened to you.
I hope you stay safe.

Thinking of you Nevada

mandy

[Kathyanita]

Mandy,
Id know you and trust you anyplace. thanks. Hope you are writing more poems.
Thanks Zorah, we know you've been around here a while too and still the same.

((((((((( Nevada )))))))))

Please stay safe. If I can help in any way, I'm there.

Petunia

[Kathyanita]

Petunia, its good to see you there. Its been awhile since I got a cartoon from you. We dont LOL but smile quietly to ourselves anyway.

[shadowdancer]

(((((((((((((nevada))))))))))))))) i'm so sorry that happened. if there's anything i can do, let me know. i am wishing you lots more quiet smiles especially right now during this rough time. please take extra care and do whatever you need to in order to stay safe. your safety is incredibly important and i hope you can once again find it here among those of us who really care about you.


-shadow

PS dragonskin and all of hers say that they're sorry too that this happened. and that they would be very scared too if it were happening to them. {{{{{{{dragon hugs}}}}}}}

[fgh]

<font color="purple">Hello. I am for real too. jj

[Kathyanita]

thanks you fgh, shadow, kd I know you guys are fot real too. I havent said anything sooner because I was away - did last weekend in hospital. . . and now taking my meds and trying to get used to the sedation. Sleeping more than i like. Glad to be still here anyway.

hi nevada, long time no speak, good to see you around. sorry your going threw this right now, pm me if you need to talk, or are just bored, whichever comes first.

[Kathyanita]

thanks Mellors
I do remember you in chat a long time ago. . .

[wanttoheal]

(((((((((((((Nevada)))))))))))))))) I'm sorry you spent the weekend in the hospital but I'm glad you are doing better now. Good seeing you posting.
take care

[fgh]

Hello. Are you feeling better now? I am not gfeeling good buuuttt got time to come here. MAY be I will get to play a game to day. jj.