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It's been a strange day. Something is amiss but we're not sure. We are all tired of running. Every time something bad, or close to bad happens...we want to run away. We realized today that all this time that we've been running from every one and everything else...we've really been running from ourselves. Afraid to stop and face the shattered pieces we've become. Afraid to look at us. Afraid of what we'll see.
If we see us, then we have to acknowledge us and take accountability. We don't mind, but what if we fail? It's easier to face others when you fail them....but how do you face yourselves. If we keep running from ourselves, we will never catch us....and we won't have to face us.... But this is not working.... We're so tired of being tired. We're sick of being sick. But we don't know how to do it any different. We just want to run....but can't keep up with ourselves. Our T would say that this is a good thing that we can acknowledge this much. But it doesn't feel good. It feels yucky. We just want to run!! We were sitting in the parking lot at the store and Tosh wrote a poem. We couldn't wait to get home cause it had to get out. This is Tosh's poem: Fragmented young to protect myself;
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(((((((((((((Elysium)))))))))))))))
............. thank you.
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Safe hugs
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There’s been many a crooked path that has landed me here Tired, broken and wearing rags Wild eyed with fear -Blackmoores Night |
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Hugs Elysium...I'm so sorry that you feel yucky, but it does feel like there is maybe some change in the winds - positive changes for you..I really hope so. Sometimes things just get a little worse just before they ease up a bit...
Thank Tosh for the beautiful and so achingly, insightful poem..stunning.. Wysteria Blue ![]()
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