[Zorah]

[Gemstone]

{{{{{ The Nest }}}}}}

[Mahali]

Maybe if you do start liking Christmas here just a little bit. With your friends here then maybe Christmas will be better for you every time like that. i dont know. i am sorry Christmas makes you sad.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((((((((((((((The Nest))))))))))))))

[Zorah]

Thanks (((((Gemstone))))) & (((((place)))))

Xmas does make us very sad & we feel kind of trapped in a manic society.
Everyone is supposed to be happy, & we never are - inadequate as usual.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((( ))))))

[Zorah]

{{{{{Fuzzybear}}}}}

Thank you, you are always here for us

Christmas makes me the saddest person in the world.

((((((( Zorah and the nest )))))))

[nothemama8]

Would it make it easier if you look at as the Baby Jesus's Birthday and celebrate it like a birthday only
Laura

(((((((zoah))))))) (((((Petunia))))))
It's a diffuclt time with many bittersweet memories.
Hear you and love you
Forget the manic society and just be yourselves...that is what we are trying to do.

[allthegirls6]

(((((((((((((((((zorah))))))))))))))))))))

((((((((((((((((petunia)))))))))))))))))))

[SleepsWithButterFlies]

I am sorry Zorah and all...many of us HATE this time of year......to all of us (( ))

[January]

((((((((((((((((( Zorah and nest )))))))))))))))))

I wish you were not unhappy at Christmas.



Hugs,

Jan

[Zorah]

we don't care if its the babt jesuss birthday

we not allowed to say what we wantto do

Sweetie, PM me with whatever you want to and need to say. It's okay to say it to me, but only if you want too.

[Zorah]

Schizo son arrive 9am xmas day, raving loudly ever since.

Now it's 2.30pm Boxing Day & he's still going, we haven't slept for 2 nights & he's staying tonight too. We can't sleep with him here, he's so dangerous.

Other son flying in tomorrow morning with his wife.

[Fuzzybear]

(((((( safe hugs for The Nest ))))))

((((((Zorah)))))))
we are here PM if you need us...

[Zorah]

Son & wife arrived.

Had to send schizo son away

h fights with him all the time sometimes we have trouble with him too

Sane son here now, with his lovely wife, for a few days.


We feel a bit better.

[allthegirls6]

zorah,

Its not been easy has it? It must have been awful to send your son away but at least you wil have some quiet time now. Im hoping that the visit from your other son and his wife make things a bit better for you all. Im thinking of you

Audrey

[Gemstone]

{{{{{Zorah}}}}}}

sorry things have been so bad. I hope things are peaceful for you for awhile.

[misty]

(((((((((((((((((Zorah)))))))))))))

((((((Zorah)))))
christmas is over now. One more passage of time. Onward we go. And we are still with you.
w_i and all

[Zorah]

Thanks & huggles to everyone who replied to this thread

New Year is as bad as Xmas, but that's over too now. No more traumatic holidays until Australia Day (end of January) when my t died last year.

Idk how to handle the traumatic memories, which have anniversaries every month of the year. Sometimes 2 a month

My friends here at PC are my only support, so thanks everyone who says we aren't a bad person, we don't think we are, but then why has so much gone wrong for us irl
We tried so hard, & still everything goes wrong.