[woundedhearts]

<font color="#000088">Just felt the need to post and update on things here. Roommate is home and things are majorly different than I was told. To many things that don't add up and making us feel so much like she is playing a game with her short term memory. I won't go into all that, but anyway. Her mom is here and they are packing up stuff to move her back East. Heck not even sure if I posted anything in here about some of this stuff so just going to post it anyway. I have put ad's up at the local community college as well as the off campus housing at the university. Only a mile away from me. Hopefully I will be able to get a roommate soon. They should be out of here this weekend. I hope so anyway. The drama between her and her mother is just unbelieveable. They have a few short moments of normalacy going on, but more drama than anything. I truly feel as if I am living a soap opera big time. Still unable to deal with my own stuff and everything because I need to get all this stuff st8 b4 I can. Have T tomorrow and hopefully will be able to calm down some. Have major anxiety going on and it is because I have to stay "sane" while they are still here. Then I can release all this stuff and be able to get to the core of my own stuff that is being bottled up and ready to explode. I have my moments of wanting to explode, but have to make a big tight grip on it so that the drama around here isn't worse and that they will move out more quickly and as less stress added on me as possible. So please keep positive thoughts sent this way for this week in hopes that by the end of the weekend that they will be gone and I will be able to move my stuff into the bigger bedroom and that I get at least halfway sane roommate. Thanks for the support. </font>

[Evangelista]

(((WH))) so much pain all the way around..a cycle of dysfunction, encircling, hopefully all will find healing upon their journey, and you can find peace in your space, just to be..many gentle hugs..

[bipolar_bear]

I hope that you find a roomate soon and that the one you currrently have moves out quickly. It is too bad that it turned out the way it has. Hopefully, then you will be able to concentrate on you and your healing. Try and stay safe throughout this.

[hillbunnyb]

Keep Breathing, they'll be gone soon. You can do it!! Hang in there. Drama sucks. Take walks to dump the foul vibes. Breath fresh air. Get back to yourself. I hate it when my life situation turns into a B movie before my very eyes. Keep us posted, ok.

[woundedhearts]

<font color="blue">Thanks everyone for their reply. Today they got a hold of the movers and they are picking up her belongings on Thursday morning. I have group in the afternoon so that is good timing. Then on Friday sometime they will be heading out. Woohoo can't wait. I'll be so excited when they are gone. I ended up having a phone session with T today because my body just isn't up to going out. The roommate and mother took off to Mexico today. As they left and closed the door I whispered under my breath to get lost there, but I really don't wish them harm. Just want the drama to be away from me for a while. So they will be gone for the day and will return this evening. Then tomorrow roommate has a bunch of dr appts so they will be gone a big deal tomorrow. Can't wait until all the drama is completely gone. She started the drama again today and was talking about wanting to end her life so it's like gee already come on. Her poor mother doesn't know if she is coming or going, but of course she is added to the drama by keeping it going. So I will just be happy when she is gone and a different and better roommate will be here. I am thinking positive that it will work out and this one will be better.</font>

Well done for taking care of you. Thinking positive thoughts for you.

[woundedhearts]

<font color="#000088"> Well we are getting a little excited. Roommate and mom got home from Mexico a while ago and told me that their flight back home is Friday morning at 6:00 am. So that means that we just have to put up with the drama for Wed and Thurs. Roommate has 3 appts tomorrow so they won't be around a lot and then Thurs the movers come take their stuff and then in the afternoon I have my support group that I go to. So we are getting excited that this part of the drama is soon to be over. </font>

[Mahali]

Sending you positive thoughts. It is nice that you will be able to be gone and avoid much more drama. Stay safe.