@#$%&*!

My T still thinks i'm psychotic not DID and my pdoc said until i get treated for right thing wont get better. I cant afford to go to a
different place. I am getting new T but whoever is assigning me one is going under recomnedations if my T. The" good fit " i guess is someone who works with schizophrenics / psychotics. Hopefully they have an open mind. But maybe this whole place's attitude is that DID doesn't exist or something. The only other thing i can think of is having new T consult with pdoc and favorite old T to undetstand me better. But the whole thing has me super depressed.

people suck and even the so called pros dont always believe that the crap we deal with is real. half the time my host is afraid she's fakin. people always thinks we fakin, but really? nah. i'm as real as they are. more so even. good luck findin someone that gets you.

alex

(((GypsyRosalie))) thanks for responding. I just started crying in therapy because seems like people dont understand me . AT thought i was crying because she was graduating/leaving/ abandoning me. Dont think she realizes she has already abandoned me by refusing to believe me and understand me.