[insideout]

I am aware. I have opened my eyes, and so have I. I can sense it, I can witness it through posts I have made while someone else. But what do I do now??
I have no control over her, and I don't even think she even knows I exist.
I have had sex with people who remember me, but I don't even know I have met them...
I now understand why nobody wants to get real close to me... A good friend once told me he could never get bored with me cuz I'm always someone else....we don't talk anymore because we are too much to handle.

I'm very lonely here with me.

[likewater]

(((Insideout))) you arent too much to handle. I'm sorry you feel that way. Bless your heart. Hoping things get easier and less lonely. I' m here on pc a lot if you want to talk.

[possum220]

Take it one day at a time. Get counselling. Just because you now have a name for it doesn't change who you are.

Take care of yourself....... Find friends where you can.

[Crew]

WEll your not a bore here and your always welcomed at PC.

So now what, continue on taking one situation at a time, find new jobs since those old jobs kept you being separate from each other. New Jobs would be jobs you and your T would make, for the better of you, your system. The things you listed off are huge accomplishments, that is a bunch of hard work, I feel you need to know this.

I know where you are and I get you!

aboard and hey your not :sinkng: sinking. We all have your back!

((((insdeout)))))